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Faith and Defeating Discouragement

Don’t be afraid for I am with you. Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand. Isaiah 41:10. NLT.

Discouragement is real. It is something we all have to learn to overcome, or we will be defeated by it. The definition of discouragement is a loss of confidence and enthusiasm. The loss of confidence can be triggered by a look, a word or the lack there of. It is amazing how small an action can lead to great discouragement. I think it is one of Satan’s weapon he loves to use.

My friends, if you are facing an area of discouragement today, please take time to ponder Isaiah 41: 10. First thought: Don’t be afraid. Often the reason discouragement hinders us is because it brings its buddy, fear, along with it. Fear we aren’t enough. Fear people will find out that we are not enough. But the Lord is telling us we don’t have to be afraid because He is with us.

Second thought: Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God. My heart was so encouraged by remembering that He is my God. I can come to Him anytime and anyplace. When I am up or when I am down. He never stops being my God. When I fail or when I succeed, He is still my God. His power and love are always accessible to me. His forgiveness, mercy and acceptance are mine to enjoy. That is not just words, because He is always there in His whole “Godness”..if that makes sense!

Third thought: I will strengthen you. If He declares He will strengthen us, it means He knows there are times we will be weak. That weakness can come as discouragement, doubt (in ourselves or Him), or disobedience. It doesn’t matter if we go to Him as our God; He will be there to strengthen any weak place. My health may fail, and my spirit may grow weak, but God remains the strength of my heart; he is mine forever. Psalm 73:16. NLT. My friends’ discouragement seeks to weaken our confidence. God intends to help our confidence move from self-dependence to God-dependence. Instead of being discouraged by your weakness, lean into Him and His strength.

Fourth thought: and help you. Often when discouragement seems to be winning, it is because we really haven’t turned to Him. We simply allow our feelings to make us feel bad. We don’t allow His truth to set us free, so we remain in bondage to discouragement. Ask for His help, receive His help and obey His help. You will move from discouragement to encouragement quickly! His help often comes in the promises we find in His Word. I encourage you not only to read it, but to apply it!

Fifth thought: I will hold you up with my victorious right hand. In reality, we can’t accomplish anything without Him. It is His righteousness that we walk in, not our own. He will never let go of us, no matter what. Sin, shame, disobedience will of course have to be repented of, but they needn’t keep us in the bondage of discouragement. Confessing sin and repenting quickly leads us back to encouragement. It reminds us of the loving Savior we not only need, but have. Our confidence and enthusiasm to walk in His ways is restored. Do not let discouragement hold you down or back. Joy is your portion, my friend.

Father, I thank you for helping us defeat discouragement. It’s hold is broken on my life today. I thank you for restoring confidence and enthusiasm for anyone who has fallen victim to this sneaky thief, in Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and God’s Glory

The heavens proclaim the glory of God, the skies display his craftsmanship. Day after day they continue to speak; night after night they make him known. Psalm 19:1-2. NLT.

Oh my friends, have you been caught up in the cares of your world? Have the weights and heaviness of your problems or the problems of others distracting you? I urge you to stop. Take a breath. Look up and look out. Find something God created. Stop. Take another breath. Really look at it. Focus! How do you feel? A bit better?

Thirty-six years ago, my husband packed three small maple tree saplings in his suitcase from Connecticut. He kept them in a bucket for a year at our home in Oregon, and thirty five years ago he planted them here in our yard in Oak Harbor, Washington. We had to remove one of them, but the other two have grown into amazing beautiful trees. This past week they exploded in glorious fall color. The stunning colors are so intense that it almost takes your breath away. The beauty of it arrests me–causes me to pause several times a day. I pray for our East Coast friends as I enjoy and remember the beauty of the autumn season.

I forgot how the beauty of God’s creation refreshes our souls. I am such a put my head down and get’er done type of gal. On our road trips, I would read, crochet or work on a project. My husband would say, why don’t you put that away and enjoy the scenery! When I have taken the time to look at His handiwork, I am awestruck! I still remember my first view of the Grand Canyon, the amazing wonder of floating icebergs in Alaska, and the overwhelming tranquility that comes from sitting at the ocean. Driving through the desert and discovering God’s diverse creativity was such a gift. I had the privilege of studying astronomy with my grandchildren a few years ago. It brought the truth of Psalm 19:1-2 into my soul. The heavens proclaim the glory of God, the skies display his craftsmanship. NLT.

It was almost like the Lord knew I needed this tree to be this amazing this year. It is so colorful it almost glows! Even the reflection in my window brings joy to my soul. Life has been busy–mostly good busy, but I have not stopped to enjoy it! I think God is trying to teach this old daughter to add enjoyment to her life…how about you? Or are you wired another way? My daughter makes the time to go to the beach. She deliberately chooses to take advantage of God’s creation to refresh her soul. I, on the other hand, need it thrust in my face! She teaches me often.

This summer we enjoyed the shade the leaves provided. But as fall drew near, all I could think about is how are we going to deal with these leaves this year? The joy of the tree got lost in the caring for the tree. I think that happens in much of our lives, if we let it. The joy of parenting gets lost in dealing with teaching and training of little lives. The joyful relationship with our spouses gets drowned out in navigating the cares of bills and differing opinions. Even our relationship with the Lord can become wearisome if we reduce it to routinely prayer, reading the word with a nod to “what do you want me to do today?” The gift of this tree felt like a burden. For the past several years, my grandchildren have dealt with these leaves. It’s been such a gift and blessing. But their lives have been getting busier and busier. One is at an internship in another state, another started college and one is heavy into ballet. So, I wasn’t sure how this year would go. But the 12 year old is willing to take on the task…with maybe some additional help from others. (I do pay them!) We also have a giant willow tree that also loses its leaves!

The obvious glory of the Lord displayed in these trees is fleeting. But the miraculous system God created in the seasonal cycle of every tree is just that: miraculous. Fall happens; the leaves change color, they drop, the tree looks barren and hopeless, but then spring begins to cause the leaves to develop and we begin again. God’s glory is still being displayed in the winter tree. Romans 1:20:b states: through everything God made, they [people] can clearly see his invisible qualities–his eternal power and divine nature. So they have no excuse for not knowing God. NLT. God’s creation is for everyone not only to enjoy, but to cause us to really see and comprehend Him.

John Piper said: the glory of God is the manifest beauty of his holiness. It is the going public of his holiness. I love this…the fact that God’s creation is God going public with his character, his power and his majesty is amazing. He wants all of his creation to share in his creativity–especially his creation called man.

This tree always goes through its seasonal cycle, but not always in so much glory. This year my soul needed to stop and be reminded of God’s glory. I took a picture, but it does not capture in anyway how stunning it is. My friends take time to look at God’s creation around you…it will bring refreshment to your soul.

Father, you amaze me. You could have made life in black, white, and grays. Instead, you chose to give us an amazing world of technicolor. The color often catches our eyes to see the subtle intricacies of the world around us. Help us focus on what you have displayed, but we have not seen or comprehended.

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Faith and Reality Check 2

I have told you all these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace. In the world you have tribulation and distress and suffering, but be courageous [be confident, be undaunted, be filled with joy], I have overcome the world. [My conquest is accomplished. My victory abiding.] John 16:33 Amplified

Aren’t you glad Jesus included these challenging, yet comforting words. I want to remind each of us that He already knew exactly the tribulations, the distress and any suffering that you will face as a believer. They have not caught Him unaware, but He not only was aware of it, but I believe He tries to prepare us for them. He is that good of a Father. We are often too much like little children and don’t pay attention to these lessons!

Last week, in Faith and Reality Check I share the ongoing story of my Messenger friend, Mary in India. Her husband and father in law were arrested for preaching conversion. It is now against the law to preach “conversion” or the gospel in at least 11 of the 28 states in India. Mary and her family live in one of these states. Recently in their state, the political climate grew more hostile to Christians, as radical Hindus were elected. It became one of their agenda’s to persecute evangelicals who try to share the gospel. They went to court this Tuesday, and were released on bail with the strict understanding that they are prohibited from meeting in their home for worship services.

My mornings devotion just happened to lead me to Matthew 10:16. Look, I am sending you out as sheep among wolves. So be as shrewd as snakes and harmless as doves. But beware! For you will be handed over to the courts and will be flogged with whips in the synagogues. You will stand trial before governors and kings because you are my followers. But this will be your opportunity to tell the rulers and other believers about me. Matthew 10:33:16-18. NLT. I have read these verses every time I read through the Bible. I think about the early believers who were martyred for our faith. Those that stood in the arenas and were used for entertainment. I think about those who have been arrested for their faith in communist countries. My heart gets heavy. I pray for them…but then my life moves on. The verb tense Jesus uses in these scriptures are very clear. You will stand trial. It not only will happen, but it is happening. If you were arrested, would you see this as an opportunity to share the gospel with those who might not otherwise hear? It is a high price. One of my friends was diagnosed with a brain tumor. During her hospitalization, many nurses and staff came into her room drawn by the peace and joy they found there. People they would never have come into contact with, except for this tribulation. God used it to encourage many.

My thoughts this morning naturally turned to my friend and her situation in India. Their lawyer is warning them that this will be a long ordeal. They could face a long jail term or even life sentences. Jesus’ words continue in Matthew 10. When you are arrested, don’t worry about how to respond or what to say, God will give you the right words at the right time. For it is not you who are speaking–it will be the Spirit of your Father speaking through you. It is their time to be before the courts, it is their time to choose to lean into this promise. I am praying they will lean into Jesus’ words and be bold and courageous.

But I am also thinking about myself. How would I fare during such a trial? Reading Paul’s statements in 2 Timothy3:10-13 gives us more direction and the reality of persecution. But you, Timothy, certainly know what I teach, and how I live, and what my purpose in life is. You know my faith, my patience, my love and my endurance. You know how much persecution and suffering I have endured. You know all about how I was persecuted in Antioch, Iconium, and Lystra–but the Lord rescued me from all of it. Yes, and everyone who wants to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will suffer persecution. But evil people and impostors will flourish. They will deceive others and will themselves be deceived. But you must remain faithful to the things you have been taught. 2 Timothy 3:10-14. NLT. My friends, we must not be afraid to read and study these parts of the scripture. We must not gloss over them, thinking they are for someone else. If we don’t need them today, then pray for those that do.

Another reason I am writing on this topic is the hope we will equipping the next generation. The spiritual climate in our own nation is changing. I don’t know what it will look like when my own grandchildren are my age, but I know we need to equip them. Paul freely shared with Timothy not only the truth of his persecution and suffering, but he did it with the desire to encourage him to persevere. It is imperative that we teach the next generation how to boldly walk in faith and courage. It is a legacy we must model not just talk about.

My friends, please keep praying for all those being persecuted for their faith…either in big ways or smaller ways. Job discrimination, family estrangement, intimidation and other forms of oppression are occurring in many believers lives. God wants to be a very present help in these kinds of troubles as well. I encourage you to take the time to read the rest of Matthew 10. You will find wonderful words not only that challenge, but strengthen. God’s Word is one way He helps prepare us for any test ahead. Let’s become even better students.

Father, I pray again for all our brothers and sisters who are being persecuted for their stand and belief in you. I ask you to strengthen their resolve to be a light in the midst of their darkness. I pray good fruit will be born through their tribulation and suffering. Equip us to stand, in Jesus’ name, amen.

If you would like to send any support to Mary Kishor and her family situation. Here is her PayPal account. marymessiah@yahoo.com. If you want to become her FB friend: Connect with Mary Kishor. Thank you.

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Faith and Reality Check

I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world. John 16:33 ESV

Several years ago I became connected via Messenger to a friend in India. She and her family live in central India, where there is much persecution. There has been a deliberate attack against Christians and an effort to get believers to reconvert to Hinduism. Many believers in this area meet in house churches. Some of them have been burned. Many pastors and leaders have been arrested. I’ve included excerpts from our shared messages, her words are in italics. It is a reality check on how some of our brothers and sisters are facing persecution.

There ministry includes a Bible College that trains church planters. These are very courageous believers that are living persecuted lives. May 28 she sent me this message after we prayed for one of their pastors to be released from jail. Pastor Ramesh is one of our senior Pastor and he had more than 500 members were there. After he closed the church believers are scattered. Please pray for this church and family. She sent me pictures of those displaced believers. Sleeping in a large room, with no place to go. She sent me pictures of gentlemen who were beaten for their beliefs. I am sorry for sending these pictures. I just wanted you friends to be aware of the fact of persecution and its seriousness and take action for Indian Christians. During this time, new leaders were elected with the plan to legislate against conversion, similar to Muslim countries.

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July 15, I received this message. Thank you so much for your prayers and concern dear loving Friend. Hearing from you means a lot. On Sunday two more church was attacked and Pastors were arrested. Believers are scattered and forced to reconvert to Hinduism. Please continue to pray for our family and ministry. These are real people experiencing persecution and tribulation as Jesus foretold.

July 17: Thank you so much for your prayers for our family, ministry and people. Appreciate you interceding and standing with us in prayer support. Last Sunday we met underground. Radicals are getting furious when we meet for worship. Our country supposed to be secular but after joining of radical prime minister Hindu are provoked against Christians and Muslims, they forcefully trying to reconvert. They wanted India to be Hindu country. WE are continue under terror, seek your continue prayers. I keep responding with encouragement and prayer support.

July 28: We do pray everyday for the intervention in our ministry. God is doing great miracles answering our prayers. Our churches too are growing in numbers despite of severe persecution. Persecution has become part of our life but our God Almighty is giving us the increase. I love you dear precious friend. You means a lot and I am indebted you are remembering us in prayer.

August 13: Yesterday we had a big rally against the radicals and my husband and myself joined there. It was a peaceful one. Please pray government hears our supplication and gives us protection. Many churches have been destroyed. They are needed to rebuild. People are not having a place to worship.

August 16: She sent me a video of the radicals rally. It was very frightening. Of course it wasn’t in English, but you could feel the intimidation and threats. Today they have viral whatsapp message to attack 10 churches. Very sad they are attacking girls and women, last Sunday they attacked a church at Kukurbeda and abused the women and did all kinds of vulgar actions and threatened to rape in ass. My heart is breaking for my people. We are insecure in this place but what to do, only the Lord protect. This message broke my heart.

After I sent scripture and prayer she sent this response August 21: Blessed hearing from you sweet loving friend. Your precious words are an encouragement to me at this crucial hour. Please continue to pray we are fighting a battle. We believe the Lord is fighting our battle and we are more than conqueror. Love you so much for your prayers.

Sept 11: Good morning sweet loving friend. How do you do? WE appreciate your prayers. Situation is not in our favor. Please pray for India. Government has issued Anti-conversion bills to trap Christians and put them in jail. Please keep praying for India, may the Lord intervene for our situation.

Then in the middle of this: September 19: I was away for Samaritan’s Purse NCONNECT India. WE have completed two seasons and planning to go for the third one. I am blessed to be selected as a Discipleship Co-ordinator for Chhattisgarh, I love you and appreciate your prayers for my country. What an encouragement that Samaritan’s Purse is connecting during these difficult times. I know it was a blessing for her to take a break for some encouragement.

Unfortunately October 4, I received this short message. My husband pastor Kishor Senapati and father pastors Sinkandar Singh is put to jail in accusation of conversion. So now her husband is in jail. They plan to fight against his arrest.

I asked her how we/I should pray. Please pray for provision to hire a lawyer who can fight my husbands case and win. She then sends a short message. If any body wants to donate please link them to my PayPal account. marymessiah@yahoo.com.

This is the first time she has asked for funds. We have been communicating since 2019. Even if you do not feel let to give, would you please pray for our brothers and sisters in India? It’s never been easy to share the gospel there, but now it is even more difficult. I share her story here, because they need our support and care. Plus it is a heads up to what we as believers in this country could face. Southern India has the most Christian population compared to Northern and Central India. Please pray for the believers specifically in these areas. Our prayers do make a difference. Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Matthew 5: 10.

Father, I ask you set these two brothers free. Give peace to their families and wisdom to hire the right lawyer. Oh my Father, may your name be glorified and your kingdom expanded in India. Show us how to help them. Thank you for these believers who are willing to suffer for your kingdom’s sake. In Jesus’ Name amen.

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Faith and “Great Things”

For the Mighty One is holy, and he has done great things for me. Luke 1:49. NLT.

This past week, I was prepping for our small group study in the book of Luke. During my preparation, I came across this scripture. This is part of Mary’s song of praise to God, newly pregnant and enjoying fellowship with Elizabeth. Elizabeth, who is past childbearing age, is also six months pregnant. The child within Elizabeth leapt when he heard Mary’s greeting.

To me one of the great things I would be grateful for if I were Mary, would be God’s great gift of having someone who was also going through an unique experience. After her angelic encounter, Mary traveled from Galilee to Judea, not a short distance. What a joy to have Elizabeth acknowledge and confirm the special gift Mary was carrying. God confirmed it to Elizabeth by her baby John’s response in her womb. I just think that was an extra special great thing God did for these two women.

This scripture gave me pause to stop and think about all my great things God has done for me. My salvation is the first, of course. Most of the great things I have are people! It is a wonder to me how God connected the dots of my life to lead me to meeting and marrying my husband. I experienced a broken relationship, which led to an adventure in Kodiak, AK. Finally, a letter to a friend back in Seattle led me to meet the man I would marry. Our life together led us to experience so many great things. I can only stop and look in awe at Him and His ways. My heart is humbled but also joyous as I think about the privilege we had the opportunity to touch lives. I think part of Mary’s rejoicing was her looking at the bigger picture of Israel’s lives. She was celebrating what He had done, what He was doing and what He was going to do. So many times we get focused on the perceived negative challenges we currently face, rather than understanding God’s bigger plan.

Our children and grandchildren are another one of the great things God has done in my life. The lessons I’ve learned through and from them are amazing. Elizabeth and Zechariah were given John’s purpose early in life. Mary knew that Jesus was destined to be the Savior of the world. God told us early on that Rosanna would be a “singer” for the Lord. Funny thing, we never told her about it until God began opening doors for training and opportunity. Today, she is the worship leader for her church. My son has had a teaching bent since he was young. He can look at a problem and see its solution. My daughter Elizabeth has the gifts of faith and encouragement. All three of our children married amazing God-loving people. Their individual stories result from a mixture of our prayers, their prayers and God’s grace. These are great things God has given to me. What about you? I urge you to take the time to look at the great things God has done for you.

But those are the big picture great things. How about the smaller great things, things that the Lord is doing right now in your life? Last week during our Seek Week, I ‘tried’ to fast and spend time seeking the Lord extra. It was such a struggle. As I shared my feeling of ‘failure’ with the Lord, He reminded me once again of His love and mercy. I noticed this week, that I have an even greater sense of peace and trust in Him. This too is an incredible, only our God can do such a great thing to change us on the inside! Oh my friends, take time to look for the great things in your life. It will bring joy, gladness and peace to those troubled areas. It will help you release your faith. Our God has greater things planned to do in you and through you. That is who He is.

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Father, help us to take the time to look for the great things you have done in our lives. Thank you for the wonderful gift of salvation, that we didn’t deserve. Open our eyes to see where and what you are doing, today. In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and The God of All Hope

May the God of all hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Romans 15:13

When I think of the phrase “the God of all hope”, my tension eases. Peace comes. My heart is at rest. There is something about remembering that He is the God of ALL hope that when my life struggles, I can still trust Him.

The hope He gives means I can trust Him when I feel like I am failing. His hope and assurance means I can keep walking when life tells me not too. I can run to Him when life seems overwhelming and know He will be there to show me the path of life.

Hope is the expectation that God’s faithful character is always there for us. In trying to describe His hope, I think of it as a life preserver, buoying me up during stormy days. The thing I have learned is to turn to Him when hopelessness tries to descend. Our natural mind would say “there is no hope”, the diagnosis is settled and been confirmed. When the doctors told me that Darryl was blind, deaf and basically gone after his heart attack and stroke, I was devastated. I knew Darryl had often preached, “You can’t see miracles unless you need miracles. Most people don’t want to be in a place to need them.” I kept praying for miracles. It took a while to see any.

My hope and trust were challenged severely. But I kept believing. All the previous tests of our faith came into play. I rehearsed God’s faithfulness and promises. The testimonies we already had. I needed to lean on every lesson He had taught us over the years. One of those lessons was this very verse. May the God of all hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Romans 15:13. NIV. The God of all hope began to show up.

The doctors release him to our home in Connecticut on hospice. They put people on hospice when the doctors think the person will pass within six months or less. They brought in a feeding machine and a hospital bed. I met with the hospice nurses and team. I know it was the God of hope that began to assemble the team that helped us through those first days. My friends, you don’t know how valuable those precious believers were during this season. They were God’s hope with flesh on. Please follow the Holy Spirit’s leading when others are going through difficult times.

Darryl was still, no movement, no noise. Nothing. He just lay in the bed while we attended to his needs. I kept expecting him to simply wake up–whole and ready to get back to my normal life. Two days after we had him home I noticed his feet were during grayish. I asked the nurse, and she said, “Oh that’s mottling, he will pass in the next 24 hours.” I just said to the Lord. “No, that can’t happen”. That night some friends gathered to worship and pray around his bed. I hadn’t shared about the mottling. Some time, during worship I moved his blanket and his toes were pink! The God of all hope had showed up and turned my hope into reality. It definitely was a time of celebration. The fellow who was supposed to come the next day to bathe him, told me “I kept expecting a phone call telling me not to come, that he had passed. He had never seen someone come back from mottling! A miracle for sure had happened.

My friends, my hope was that Darryl would totally recover and our old life would restart. That didn’t happen. But the God of all hope is still bringing me hope. For a year or so before Darryl’s health incident, he kept telling me about a big white house God was showing him. He said we are going to need to move. I kept saying, not until we use up this one to its capacity. The God of all hope was showing him, his new home, not ours. In the back of my mind, I wondered if that was what God was showing him. I didn’t want to even think about God taking him home without me. He left this earth October 5, 2012 to meet His Savior. My joy and peace is full as I think about him able to worship and praise the Lord freely.

I learned so much during the 2 1/2 years I was his caregiver, lessons of perseverance and trust. One main lesson I keep learning is that the God of all hope will always be there for us. Do not let the enemy steal your hope. When you are tempted to hopelessness, stand strong. Run back to your Savior. When I feel hopelessness and discouragement trying to come in, I try to look where the hole is. Most of the time for me, I seem to have some unmet expectation. I choose to declare my trust in Him. It is not long till the God of all hope shows up with His peace and joy, and I can feel the power of the Holy Spirit strengthening me.

Father, I thank you for reminding us today that you are the God of all hope. With your hope comes joy and peace, and I am so grateful. Please show us how to walk more consistently with this hope, in Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Complaints

Why do you complain, Jacob? Why do you say, Israel, my way is hidden from the Lord; my cause is disregarded by my God? Isaiah 40: 27. NIV

Indeed. Why? Why do we complain to the Lord? Is it okay to complain to the Lord? Is there some kind of balance we need? Lately I’ve begun unofficially trying to monitor my “complaints”. I know, you may be thinking, why would you do that?

One of my goals this year is to actively add more gratitude, thankfulness and appreciation to the Lord. As I strive to implement this goal, I’ve discovered one distraction is grumbling and mumbling in my heart. The tap in my bathtub doesn’t always shut off. I had a plumber come a few years ago and work on it. The plumber replaced the normal plastic type washer with a metal one, but told me the fixture itself was poorly made. So, it is a pain to remember to double, triple or even quadruple turn it off after every use. Sometimes, I think it is off, and when I come back, I discover a slow drip….frustration!!! Mumble, grumble.

Enter into my kitchen. I have an older home that was built in 1969. When we moved into it in 1990, the kitchen cabinets were in bad shape. I don’t think my mom ever cleaned them, so they were greasy and dirty. I tried my best to clean the wood. I used so many different products, but it only made things worse. We’ve talked about redoing the cabinets, but I have 33 cabinet doors, 21 drawers, plus soffits above all the cabinets. I confess I do mumble and grumble because it doesn’t look pretty and clean as modern kitchens do.

Then there is the mumble and grumble that happens when I feel sad and lonely because my husband has passed. He had promised to help redo the kitchen cabinets. He would at least help me keep the shower from dripping. But he was also my go-to person for processing thoughts and ideas. Discussing scripture and revelations. He helped carry the concerns of our children and grandchildren; now I feel it’s all on me.

One more mumble/grumble…happens when my daughter-in-law, who is walking a long road with a cancer diagnosis, can’t get her treatment due to low platelet numbers. It has been a longer road than first expected. When her first six treatments didn’t work as well as they wanted, they added 14 more. We are so close to finishing…you see I added the “we”, when it is really her journey. She has three more (plus other years-long pills,etc. )) treatments. My heart sinks when they say, no treatment today. I am concerned for her body and why it isn’t producing enough platelets. I also just want her to be done and have it over. Mumble/grumble.

I mumble/grumble because my body aches and doesn’t work like it used to. I want to grow older, but not with the pains of aging. So I’ve begun thanking the Lord for what I can do. It’s hard to exercise like I should, but I thank Him for His help.

I’ve decided to thank God I have a water and a shower to use whenever I want to. I don’t have to take a “bucket” bath as we did when we ministered in Ghana. I have a wonderful kitchen that is clean enough to cook and serve healthy meals. The number of cabinets and drawers are amazing. My mom designed the kitchen, and having a place for everything was important to her. I ‘m grateful for such a kitchen, especially when I think of the homeless. As far as my daughter-in-law is concerned , I am grateful for advances in the medical world that is destroying the cancer that would take her life. I am grateful they monitor her levels, so her body isn’t taxed more than it should be. The Lord has promised to be a husband to the widow. When I take the time to bring my needs to Him, He helps me find solutions. It causes me to lean on Him more, and that is not a bad thing.

Sometimes, my mumble/grumbles mask deeper issues. Fears and issues of things I can’t control. It keeps me focused on small concerns, so I don’t have to look at the bigger picture and bigger problems. My heart breaks as I read through Isaiah, Jeremiah and Ezekiel and see the parallels in our own country. I get frustrated with the Israelite’s for not responding to the Lord, when I struggle to do the same. I wonder if my prayers for my Facebook friend in India are making a difference. She tells me her government is enacting anti-conversion laws to punish Christians who share the gospel. I think about believers in prison for their faith across the world and wonder what their complaints are. What would they say to us? I think about the lost, and how so many haven’t heard of our Savior.

It is easy to grumble/mumble about the “they’s” in our life. The government, our spiritual leaders, our spouses, our children–anyone who doesn’t think, act or respond as we think they should. James reminds us in James 4: 9: Don’t grumble about each other, brothers and sisters, or you will be judged. Ouch. That is straight talk.

David brought his complaints to the Lord, and so can/should we. It isn’t good to complain about the Lord, but He always listens to our complaints. Taking time in His presence can change our attitude in so many ways. I complain to Him about me…and He resets my perspective…another reason why I love Him.

Father, I thank you for loving the complaining me enough to help me change. Thank you we don’t have to stay miserable complainers, but can become grateful believers. Thank you, Father, for helping us change to become more like you, In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Pillars

They are like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on rock. When a flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built. But the one who hears my words and does not put them into practice is like a man who built a house on the ground without a foundation. The moment the torrent struck that house, it collapsed and its destruction was complete. Luke 6:48-49. NIV.

When we were children we learned the song “The wise man built his house upon the rock” in Sunday School. I remember teaching it to my own children and those in our children’s ministry–complete with hand motions. My father was a contractor, and occasionally he would bring us to his build sites. The first trip wasn’t very impressive, because we didn’t see the blueprints. It was just the beginning of the foundation work. My dad had the vision, the blueprints and the dream that someday the home he was building would be sold and occupied by a family who loved it. They would be safe, because it was built on a sure foundation. It is the same with our spiritual lives. 

This past year, our church celebrated its 50th anniversary. As the leaders shared the humble beginnings of the church and compare it what God is doing now, I could only be grateful. They built the foundation well. We have had only three pastors in these 50 years. The founding pastor, Jim Cargill, his son, Marc Cargill and our current senior leader, Michael Hurley. Pastor Jim laid an amazing foundation, both spiritually and physically. Pastor Jim functioned as the contractor and the members physically built the building (or the parts they could). It stands strong today–with some adaptations. So we have a solid physical foundation as well as spiritual. We have grown, with 2,000 people naming Life Church as their home church.

God sent people who helped when the church was founded in 1975. Some were newly saved and grew into pillars that people lean on today. These folks endured the small beginnings and grew along with the church. Every church needs pillars. Believers who will stand in their place. There is a promise given to the church at Philadelphia, who in spite of their little strength, you have kept my word and have not denied my name. Verse 10 goes on to say: since you have kept my command to endure patiently, I will also keep you from the hour of trial that is going to come on the whole world to test the inhabitants of the earth. I am coming soon. Hold on to what you have, so that no one will take your crown. The one who is victorious I will make a pillar in the temple of my God. Revelation 3:10-12. NIV. Pillars must have deep foundations. Builders construct them to withstand weight and storms. Some tests and trials we go through are not about us. We go through them for two reasons. First, so we can comfort others. Second, so we can show forth God’s faithfulness in helping us stand strong. I so appreciate the early elders in our church who stood so strong in faith and endurance. My old neighbor was a member of the church during this building season. It wasn’t easy for them to set aside their lives, night after night, after a full days work to show up to build our building. Although not an elder, he truly was a pillar in the house. He is now with Jesus, and we miss him.

The good news is we can all become pillars in God’s house. Let’s revisit Revelation 3:12 in the Amplified version. He who overcomes [the world through believing that Jesus is the Son of God], I will make him a pillar in the temple of My God. Other translations use the victorious. So learning how to live a victorious, overcoming Christian life is how one becomes a pillar. Pillars don’t just happen. In Luke 6:46, Jesus gives us great instruction on how we can build a good foundation. I will show you what it’s like when someone comes to me, listens to my teaching, and then follows it. He is quite straightforward. Go to Him, listen to HIm and then obey what He says!

So, my friends, I encourage us all to go to Him–in prayer, in the Word, and in worship. Listen to Him. Pay attention to what you hear, what you read and the Spirit’s promptings. If He says trust, we trust. If He says give, we give. If He says forgive, we forgive. Faithful obedience is the key not only to laying a good foundation, but to building on it. 

Whether your church is large or small, it needs pillars. The goal of God is to build the young ones to be in place as the elders move on. So, no matter how young or old you feel in the Lord, you can be a part of this progression. 

Father, I ask you to help us to be the pillars you are describing in Revelation 3:12. Your Church needs pillars. We choose to come to you. We listen to you and obey you. This is so we can become those pillars. Develop us into the pillars of your choosing and need, In Jesus’ Name, amen. 

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Faith and Quitting, NOT

Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be complete, not lacking anything. James 1: 4 NIV.

True confession time: I’ve been struggling to allow perseverance to finish its work. My mind wanders. My body offers distractions through its aging aches and pains. My spirit is being assaulted by my flesh. Am I alone? I don’t think so.

So what are some of the reasons we might want to quit? One of the first reasons, is forgetting why we are running our race. We lose sight of our first love and allow the things of this world to capture our attention. We begin to listen to the little voice inside our head: “why bother? You might look around and see others who stopped running their race, or are slowing down. We forget we aren’t alone in our race. “Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith.”

For me, life has been challenging. Losing my sister and two friends after her, has brought fresh grief into my life. It has also triggered grief for others I miss. Being honest about its affect on my life, has helped me carry its effects easier. When I am challenged with wanting to quit (i.e. not persevere), I have learned to look up and around my life. Understanding that I am processing grief has enabled me to give myself more grace and mercy. My soul is weary, my body tired. The weight of responsibilities seem heavier than ever. So, what can I/we do when these struggles come? Talk to the Lord like we are encouraged in Psalm 119:28. My soul is weary with sorrow, strengthen me according to your word. Just talking to the Lord about my feelings about my grief has helped a lot. Just this week, He sent offers of help I needed to help lift my load! I took them up on it! Remember the scripture: “You have not because you ask not”? James 4:2.

We also have Satan and his determination to thwart God’s plans. He tries to send what I like to call his “discouraging worms” to wiggle their way into our thoughts. If we recognize them quickly, we can capture them before they grow big enough to affect our faith. If discouraging worms like fear, unbelief, doubt are plaguing you, stop them!

“The other night, as I was scrolling FB, I stopped to listen to a fellow believer share a word from the Lord. I am sorry, I don’t remember his name, but I remember the word. It was a warning concerning the enemy’s tactic against the body of Christ. It was the same thing God had shared with me, a few weeks before. The word concerned Satan’s attacks against the “second tier” leadership in the church. Elders, staff, associate pastors, small group leaders are all being hit with discouragement. This includes dealing with disappointments, disheartening events and people to decide to step away from their posts. The Holy Spirit had me praying against this weeks ago!

I don’t care where you fit in the Body of Christ. You are wanted and needed to stand in your place. Do not be cheated out of the blessings that come from serving. Do not be cheated out of the blessing of being a pillar in the house of the Lord. Not letting perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything hinders the whole body of Christ. Please keep walking, running or standing in your place. You do not know how valuable you are. Do not let the enemy win. When we all get to heaven, we aren’t going to remember the hard and difficult places, we will simply celebrate Jesus. Someone once told me the tears that will be wiped away, are possibly the tears of regret for what we didn’t do for the Kingdom.

Take a deep breath and a break if you need to. Talk to your friends or pastors before you decided to quit something. Ask the Lord for His guidance and trust His wisdom. I know there are times to start and stop something, but there is a right way and a wrong way to do it. Make sure you do it the right way, if you need to.

Remember: Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him. James 1:12

And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season, we will reap, if we do not give up. Galations 6:9.

Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us. Romans 5:3-5.

My friends, here in the west we have it easy. Our believers in other areas of the world are suffering for Christ’s sake. They are persevering through the toughest battles and are victorious. Let us pray for them and toughen up ourselves. Eternity will be worth it.

Father, I ask you to help us choose to persevere in every area we are tempted to quit. Where your children have thought, “why bother?” “What’s the use?” help them push through and trust you for the strength they need. You understand about wanting to quit, but you didn’t, for our sake.. Thank you, In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Birthday Reminders

The Lord will fulfill his purpose for me; your steadfast love, O Lord, endures forever. Do not forsake the works of your hands.Psalm 138:8 ESV.

I turned 76 a few days ago. It is a big number to many, but having two siblings in their 90s, I’m still trying to “grow up”! My body reminds me that I am not as young as my spirit and soul think I am. But this year I spent the morning of my birthday evaluating things in my life.

It is good to remember God knows my age! He scheduled my birth (ours in my case, I’m a triplet!) You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. Psalm 139:16. NLT.

He wants to use the 7 decades I have been alive for His glory. He knows what life lessons I have learned (both the easy and the hard way!). All the historical changes that have happened in my life time have impacted me. I remember as a young child hearing about cancer and the fear it brought. No stores were open on Sunday due to the “blue” laws and it was really a day of rest. I remember the night, as a 9 year old, laying in bed asking Jesus to come into my life and be my Savior.

The 60s brought more cultural changes, including the Vietnam War with so many of our high school classmates having to sign up for the draft. My next step included the University of Washington. I lived through campus protests with armed police arresting students who barricaded themselves in a building. I remember the Civil Rights debates, and feeling puzzled at first why Rosa Parks couldn’t sit where she wanted to on the bus. Growing up in Washington state, I learned how ignorant I was. But through it all, God’s faithfulness was evident.

I followed Him as best I could in high school via youth group and my own attempt at having a “quiet time”. My father always had “Voice” magazines in his car–which had testimonies of God’s power in everyday people’s life. I grew hungry for that type of experience. My sophomore year at the UW I met some spirit filled believers. I had an encounter with the Holy Spirit, and I was changed. This was during the Jesus People Era, and change happened in so many ways. Hymnals gave ways to overhead projectors and new songs! Many of the new songs were straight from the scriptures–so we learned a lot. Pianos and organs were replaced with guitars and “worship bands” were created. It took place with much controversy.

Church attire also began to change. I remember wearing jeans to a Friday night service and feeling so free! This was also very controversial. So many changes, but God was moving in some marvelous ways. Hunger for the Word, fellowship and ministry was growing in many many denominations. The walls of separation between churches began to lower and cross fellowship began to take place. Believers began to understand the importance of both praise and worship. The person hood of Jesus began to be emphasized, then the Holy Spirit. Later on, an emphasis on the importance of faith, healing and the power of God began to be taught as well.

As I remember these changes, I am reminded He is not done. All these changes brought challenges. New things are coming, I am sure. I pray I will be open to any new move He wants to bring. In the meantime, I will continue to trust Him. My grandchildren will have their own stories to tell. Some of them were changed and challenged with the Covid pandemic. They don’t remember life without computers or handheld phones. They don’t hide under their desks as we were taught to do in case of a nuclear attack. Instead, they have lockdown practice in case of school shootings. Mental health issues, gender identity, and addictions are things they must navigate. But God has a way and they were born for such a time as this.

As long as I am here, I want to fulfill my gifts and callings. I want to demonstrate to them God’s ability to answer prayer and bring them through their own struggles. It is my prayer that Job 12:12 comes true for me. Is not wisdom found among the aged? Does not long life bring understanding? NIV. My pantry of life lessons are filled with God’s grace, mercy and God stories that I pray will touch others, how about you? Unless we share them, they will stay hidden.

Father, help me remember all the changes that have taken place in my lifetime. I am so grateful for my season of life, and the hope it gives me that you will help my children and grandchildren navigate their season as well. You are so very faithful, and we can trust you. In Jesus’ name, amen.

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