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Faith and Disarmament

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He disarmed the rulers and authorities and put them to open shame, by triumphing over them. Colossians 2:15. NLT.

In his Easter message, one scripture our pastor used was this one. It was an amazing message dealing with time, the cross and the keys of authority we have been given. As he read, in this way, he disarmed the spiritual rulers and authorities. He shamed them publicly by his victory over them on the cross. I became focused on the word, “disarmed”. I thought about police officers disarming the bad guys! I kept thinking about how they do a complete search, making sure there were no hidden weapons. They are “stripped” of everything that could be used against them. This is what Jesus did on the cross! He stripped our enemy of all their weapons!

This was the victory Jesus achieved on the cross. He disarmed the spiritual rulers and authorities. I thought, do I really believe it? That Jesus truly disarmed those spiritual authorities that try to lie and steal my victory? How about you? How would our lives be different if we really understood that our enemy has been stripped of his weapons? I am convinced we often live so far beneath His purpose and plan for our lives. We do not really grasp what He accomplished on the cross for us. This was part of the reason Paul wrote this letter. You can hear the longing in Paul’s writing in Colossians 2:1-2. I want you to know how much I have agonized for you and for the church of Laodicea, and for many other believers who I have never met personally. I want them to be encouraged and knit together by strong ties of love. I want them to have complete confidence that they understand God’s mysterious plan, which is Christ himself.

I love verse 14: He canceled the record of the charges against us and took it away by nailing it to the cross. This is not theory, it is reality. Our past sins are under the blood.We don’t have to live in regret for our past failings. We don’t have to listen to Satan’s lies. When the scripture uses the term “disarmed” it comes from the Greek word that means “stripped”. Do you think you can picture it? Those spiritual authorities standing before the King, and Him taking every weapon from them? They are hanging their heads in shame because there is nothing they can do. He’s done it!

So why don’t we live like this is our reality? Because we must enforce what Jesus has already done. It is our responsibility to resist him and watch him flee from us. This is a reminder. Most of you know this, but sometimes we forget. We just do until we make it a priority to really process it into our soul. I admit, he does sneak up on me with his lies and deception. I am so grateful we have the Holy Spirit to remind us what Jesus did on the cross for us. This is an area where we must allow our mind to be renewed, and most likely renewed again! We need to be in His Word daily to maintain the victory in our own lives.

Let your roots grow down into him, and let your lives be built on him. Then your faith will grow strong in the truth you were taught, and you will overflow with thankfulness. Colossians 2:7. Chapter 2 of Colossians is an amazing reminder of what He did on the cross. Paul’s concern for the believers at Colossae and the surrounding region is so heartfelt. If you struggle with what He finished on the cross for you, take time to meditate on this chapter. It will refresh and encourage you.

Father, thank you. Thank you for allowing Jesus to disarm our enemies. Teach how to put that reality into practice. Every where we have been hoodwinked or lied to, show us. Bring into open areas where we are living beneath what you have done for us. In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Walking through Shadows

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Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. Psalm 23:4 NLT.

In 1981, while my husband was on a ministry trip to Texas, the Holy Spirit asked him a question. “Darryl, do you have a desire for a son?” As he searched his heart, he told the Lord, “you know, I do”. He called me from Texas and shared that conversation with me. We had already discussed having more children, and he told me he was content with our two beautiful daughters. Rosanna was going to be seven, Elizabeth five. I had already prayed to be content with these two. We were done with diapers, cribs and sleepless nights, but I did some more praying (of course I said, yes!)

This pregnancy was hard. I had extreme morning sickness (all day long!). Then I started spotting blood. My doctor advised bed rest, so that’s what I did. It wasn’t easy with two active girls. This bed rest gave me lots of time to think and pray. I wrestled with God’s question: if this was the promised son, then why was it so hard? Suppose I miscarried? How do I reconcile the two? I processed my trust in God’s Word. I navigated the pregnancy hormones and emotions. I tried to understand what my body was apparently doing. I struggled. One day, I read this verse. “Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil”. Such peace came over me. If, for some reason, I lost this pregnancy, there would be no evil in it. If I carried the baby to full term, there would also be no evil in it, even if it was a girl. For God is the author of life. The very next day, the bleeding stopped!

That scripture goes on to say, I will for no evil, for thou are with me. He is with us through every shadow of doubt and fear. If you are struggling with belief in His goodness through your situation, take heart. His rod and His staff are protecting you if you let Him. The rod is symbolic of God’s protection and discipline. The staff is used for guidance and support. Turn to Him and let Him guide you to safe places in your thoughts and emotions.

Andrew Lloyd Rodman was born September 9, 1982, very healthy and has been such a blessing to our family. The peace that came when I submitted to trusting God’s Word in this matter is hard to describe. This week, the doctors placed my sister Carol in hospice care. It was not unexpected, but still difficult to hear. Hospice care happens when the doctors feel a person has less than six months to live. Carol has been fighting Parkinson’s for several years.

Carol has been the glue that has kept our unusual family together. She was eleven when we were born. Our sister Laura was 4. Because of our mother’s mental condition, Carol and Laura were placed in foster care, and we were placed for adoption. Eventually, Carol and Laura were adopted into separate families as well. Through God’s amazing answer to prayer, we were reunited at 15. Carol was the big sister we didn’t know we needed! Carol is number four of eight children. We were numbers 6, 7 and 8! This valley is not easy for any of us.

The good news is Carol loves the Lord, and we know she will be with Him. My heart goes out to her two dear daughters who have taken such good care of her. It is difficult to navigate the hard decisions that come with end-of-life care. I know from personal experience, there will be a big hole in their hearts and lives when she goes. There is no evil in her passing. Parkinson’s diagnosis is not an easy one, and like all sicknesses and diseases, the result of the Fall.

Our hope lies in the resurrection, doesn’t it? This life has its difficult moments, for sure. The passing of loved ones is one of the hardest parts. But we take comfort in the words of 1 Thessalonians 4:13-14: But we do not want you to be uninformed, brothers, about those who are asleep, that you may not grieve as others do who have no hope. For we believe that Jesus died and rose again. Through Jesus, God will also bring with him those who have fallen asleep.

My friends, love well those you care about. Allow the Holy Spirit to help you navigate the difficult conversations. Accept the reality that none of us leave this world alive. Our real life will start when we see Him…aren’t you glad we have a Savior?

Father, I ask you to help us understand in a deeper manner how to navigate every valley that looks like death, and every valley that does lead to a death. Whether it is the death of dreams, or the death of a loved one. We choose to trust you, In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

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Faith and Courage

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The Lord God is my strength [my source of courage, my invincible army]; He has made my feet [steady and sure] like hinds feet. And makes me walk [forward with spiritual confidence] on my high places [of challenge and responsibility]. Habakkuk 3:19 Amp.

I love this verse in the Amplified version. Do you ever personalize scripture with your name in it? The Lord God is Martha’s strength[Martha’s source of courage, Martha’s invincible army]; He has made Martha’s feet [steady and sure] like hinds feet. Put your own name in, and no matter how weak or strong you feel, it gives you extra courage! When we forget He is our strength, we end up relying on our own strength. That strength is very weak and wimpy compared to His. This is just a simple reminder that you can do whatever He has called you to do. Especially if you need courage to do it!

This week, my two sisters and my niece drove over the mountains to visit our older sister. It will most likely be the last time we will see her. She is in late stage Parkinson’s disease. This was a trip we tried to plan before, but either the weather or our schedule prevented us. Carol had trouble processing who we were, which was understandably difficult. It was such a blessing to be with her daughter, Patty, whom we haven’t seen in years. Sharing memories with her was important. My niece drove us, and she shared wonderful memories that she had with Carol as well. But it took courage to look at our sister and see how her body is failing. I kept thinking, ten years ago she was active and well, how will I be in ten years? Only God knows. It takes courage to grow older.

It is my job to be as wise as I can with my body, soul, and mind. The courage I need today is not the same courage I needed in my twenty’s or thirty’s. As I read this scripture in my twenty’s, I could only think about emotional or spiritual hind’s feet. Now, I need to make sure I can walk steadily! He has made my feet [steady and sure] like hinds feet. I have watched deer leaping from crag to crag. They seem to do it effortlessly. They even do it with joy! My friend’s husband is now a patient in a rehabilitation facility. He fell two months ago and apparently hit his head. They are trying to help him overcome an un-diagnosed brain bleed. We are praying for recovery of strength and memory issues, but at 88 they aren’t sure. It takes courage to walk through their season of life, trusting God has everything in hand. She needs our prayer and support to help her courageously face their uncertain future. I told her today, sometimes faith can seem wobbly, but that is OK. She is doing well with Jesus. It also takes courage to walk with others through their dark valleys, but we can do it.

I love the last section, where Habakkuk declares: he makes me walk [forward with spiritual confidence] on my high places [of challenge and responsibility]. It is God’s intention that His children walk forward in life, but that they do so with spiritual confidence. The only way we can gain this spiritual confidence is to do it with Him. My friends, I know as you face your own challenges and responsibilities, fear may try to raise its ugly head. But I want to remind you that you can do it with His wisdom, strength and courage. You are not alone, aren’t you glad?

The high places of life can be scary. They can be areas where life is trying to elevate itself above our God. In the Old Testament, people worshiped idols and engaged in demonic practices at the high places. We do not have to worry about them. In fact, God has given us the ability to ‘ride upon the high places of the earth’ (Isaiah 58:14). He has given us a position of advantage and blessing, and favor.

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We can walk in confidence and courage as we strengthen ourselves in Him. Do not try to do life alone my friends. It will be less than He intends. He has good things for us to discover as we walk with Him, in the valley or on the mountains. Our best life is with Him.

Father, please help us walk with you with confidence and courage. Thank you for steadying every wobbly place we find ourselves. You are such a gracious God, and we settle for so much less than you have for us, so often. Please help us, Father. In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Burden Bearing

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Share each other’s burdens, and in this way obey the law of Christ. Galatians 6:2. NLT.

When you read this scripture, how does it make you feel? Scared? Happy to help other’s ? Glad there should be others to help you? Did you read the last part..and in this way to obey the law of Christ. There is something a little more serious and commanding when I hear the word law! How about to you? Laws are usually not considered optional for most people!

So it seems if we want to obey the law of Christ, we need to share, carry or bear each others burdens. So the question is, how do we do that? Let’s put it in context with the verse above it. Dear brothers and sisters, if another believer is overcome by some sin, you who are godly should gently and humbly help that person back on the right path. And be careful not to fall into the same temptation yourself. Galatians 6:1. Paul admits here, that some believers will struggle with sin. It is our responsibility to help them overcome this sin. This is the first way we can help bear someone else’s burden. But it comes with some stipulations.

One, we must do it gently and humbly. I take this to mean no added judgment or shame. Our goal is to restore them to full fellowship. If we emotionally find ourselves appalled at the persons sin, we need to take some time and go back to the cross ourselves. It is so easy to let judgment and condemnation sneak in, which defeats the purpose. Only when we remember our own need for a Savior can we truly help with the ministry of reconciliation. Jesus warned the Pharisees about not added more weight to them. “For they bind heavy burdens and grievous to be borne, and lay them on men’s shoulders; but they themselves will not move them with one of their fingers” (Matt. 23:4.

If you have been praying for loved ones and co-workers, you must take the time to examine your own heart. Our pastor preached about our church being a welcoming church for all. It is with the understanding that transformation is God’s desire. I began to examine my own heart, thinking about what types of people would I find difficult to really receive. I admit, some showed up. I was humbled and convicted as His Spirit showed me those who He loves, but I struggle with. The good news is I can see how I have grown in opening my heart to more than before!

As I listened to this message, I also prayed for clearer steps our church can have for discipleship. If we believe God’s salvation message is for everyone, and transformation is also for everyone, then we must understand it is a process. The next question that came was , am I willing to be part of that transformation? The good news is this law of Christ is the law of love. This love applies to both myself and others. It’s not about me willing myself to get rid of judgment. It is up to me to let His love keep transforming me and you.

Faith, which works by love, is released. God’s Spirit begins to move with loving conviction and restoration takes place. We must see our brother and sister as valuable to the Kingdom. We must understand that Satan seeks to destroy them through their sin. We have been given the joy to help them overcome! But that can’t happen if we don’t have the faith to believe in God’s transforming power. Do you believe He can change the people you pray for? Or is it just something you do out of obligation?

The Word promises us that Jesus came to seek and to save all that was lost. When this truth radiates in our spirit, we will become a tool He can truly use. Spending time with Him, getting to know His love for yourself, will help us learn to love others, and this truly does fulfill the law of Christ–the law of love.

Father, thank you for helping us grow in this area. We desperately need your help to love others in a way that surpasses their faults. Even if they hurt us, we should assist in restoring them gently and humbly. Deal with our pride, and arrogance in every area, so we don’t fall into judgment and criticism. In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Fair or Unfair

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My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of you faith produces patience. James 1:2-3 NKJV.

During our small group meeting last night, we read the above scripture. Once again, I realized something important. I have not yet learned to “count” it joy when I meet a trial or trouble. As I mentioned it, one of our other members suggested when we post a prayer request or struggle, we would use the code words “count joy”!

I am not sure if James wants us to rejoice instantly or when we have time to evaluate the test. As I looked up the word “count” it means to judge, consider or have the rule over. It is our choice which category to place the various trials we face in. As I thought about these choices, I thought about a spreadsheet. What kinds of things do I put in the joy/faith category? The birth of a new grand baby? Watching my children grow in the Lord? Hearing an answered prayer? It is easy to place these in the “fair” category!

Most of us, if we want to admit it have a “fair” or “unfair” category. It is quite a normal human trait. Consider Cain’s response to God’s question, “Where is Abel?” “Am I my brother’s keeper?” Cain felt God’s acceptance of Abel’s sacrifice, and did not think the rejection of his sacrifice fair. Unfortunately, he thought it was so unfair that he killed his brother. (You can read the story in Genesis 4). So my friends, what types of trials and tests have you experienced that may be in the “unfair” category? Are there unresolved tribulations in your soul, that you still ‘feel unfair’?

Loss of a job? Cheated on by your spouse? Or maybe you cheated because your spouse was ‘unfair’? How about struggling with children’s sicknesses or diagnosis? Financial issues? James tries to help us focus on the joy that can come from these tests. I believe he is doing this because he experienced it firsthand! Apparently, according to John 7:5, his biological 1/2 brothers did not believe in him. But after the resurrection, he believed. We find him in the upper room with his mother and other brothers, according to Acts 1:14. He eventually became the leader of the church in Jerusalem, and you know that must not have been easy!

According to the NKJV we are to count the trials of our faith as joy. The NLT tells us: Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles of any kind come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. Once again, it seems like it is our choice how we perceive these trials. The Message Bible is even clearer: Consider it a sheer gift, friends when tests and challenges come at you from all sides. Wow, this takes a mind shift for sure. So where do you put the trials you are currently facing? In the fair or the unfair section? Would it make a difference if you could see how He could be working it all out for good for you?

Most teachers give tests after they have taught the material. They believe their students are ready to do well on it. I believe the Lord, as our Teacher does the same. When your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, needing nothing. James 1:3-4. Maybe the question is, do you trust the Teacher? Or your ability to learn?

Most of us try to avoid all trials and tests. We want comfort and stability. Again, it is very natural when unexpected trials show up to feel like this is UNFAIR! But, I have to admit most of the God inspiring lessons in my life came from difficult trials. These trials were God changing for me. I am not talking about dealing with the effects of sin or giving in to temptation. There are lessons to be learned from that. I am talking about learning to stand in the face of the trials of our faith. Learning to live life as a widow was one of the most challenging tests of my faith. I hated to even use the word “widow”. Some trials and tribulations we can squirm around, but not this one. I had two choices. I could live life in the “unfair” zone. Or I could trust our fair God. I decided to see what He would do with this season of my life. My emotions, at times, really want to live in the “unfair” zone. But I have learned that my Savior is trustworthy. The length of time my tests and trials end up in the “unfair” category depends on the issue. How about you?

We must understand that everything that happens to us may not be good or easy by itself. When we put it in His hands, He works it all out for our good. This is why we can move our tests from ‘unfair’ to ‘fair’, as we watch Him work out those tests and trials for our good. That good will include, the patience and endurance that James tells us about. These attributes will help us grow in Him and His ways.

Father, I thank you for helping us trust you even when the tests and tribulations seem unfair to us. According to our understanding, they may not always make sense. We choose to trust you. We rely on you to help us not get stuck in any emotional feelings of “unfairness”. We trust your ability to work all things together for our good and your kingdom. In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Reminders

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Therefore, I will always remind you about these things–even though you already know them and are standing firm in the truth you have been taught. And it is only right that I should keep reminding you as long as I live. 2 Peter 1:12-13.

Reminders, we all need them. This weekend our church celebrated their 50th Anniversary! We were wonderfully reminded of the history and blessing of Life Church, Oak Harbor. It reminded me of what our God can do when people say yes to God’s purpose and plan.

The unique blessing of our church, is that in the 50 years, we have only had 3 pastors. In 1975, our founding pastor Jim and his wife Roberta Cargill received an invitation. They were asked to hold a meeting in Oak Harbor, Washington. They had been doing traveling ministry with their two children, and felt it was time to come off the road. Oak Harbor was God’s direction, and the fledgling church came to being. Lighthouse Christian Tabernacle moved from rental space to rental space as they grew. Finally, a parcel of land became available and they trusted God for provision. Not one, but two buildings were eventually erected on the site. In 1993, Pastor Jim, through the leading of the Holy Spirit turned the leadership over to his son, Marc Cargill.

The church continued to grow and develop under Marc and his wife’s Cheryl’s leadership. Many of the outreach programs they developed are still touching lives today. God began stirring Marc and Cheryl’s heart toward the south lands. But what to do with this church? After much prayer and seeking God’s will, Pastor Michael and Reshaun Hurley were asked to prayerfully consider taking the helm. They joined the church staff and about two years later, they were set in as lead pastors in 2010. It was an amazingly smooth transition, marked by God’s grace and peace.

The church continues to grow and develop, with a name change to Life Church. Our 50th Celebration Sunday was the beginning of transitioning to three services. We can only give thanks and honor to the Lord for His amazing favor. People are getting saved and maturing at our church. Pastor Michael is a man of integrity, a hardworking man who loves God and His people. Our mission is to encourage people to invite, love, and transform. His authentic transparency and care for others is amazing. He and Reshaun’s hearts are here to serve the Lord and bring glory to His name. 

At the celebration, all three pastoral teams were represented. The founding pastor, Jim Cargill is now with Jesus, but his wife Roberta was there. I know there must have been times they wondered, is it worth it? Fortunately, a few months before Jim’s passing, he visited the church. It was wonderful to hear how it blessed him to see God’s handiwork. 

Who knows what obedience to God’s call will bring? I am sharing this story to remind us it is always worth it to follow and obey the Lord. Pastor Jim was bi-vocational for many years. Listening to the stories of his faithful service to our Lord was humbling and motivating. Darryl and I joined the church in 2002, under Pastor Marc. So I have almost been there for half the history! Pastor Marc and Pastor Michael honor and support each other. This is another hallmark of God’s favor and grace.

Another remarkable story that’s developed in these 50 years is about our Associate Pastor, Joshua Hubbard. Josh came to the church as a young boy and served under all three pastors! He shared that under Jim and Roberta he stacked chairs! I am so thankful that he (and now his wonderful family) has stayed the course. My friends, this is a reminder to sow good seeds and trust God will water them! Watching him grow and develop over the years is a testimony of God’s faithfulness. It is heartwarming to watch our young people grow into leaders right before our eyes. It is a reminder that God is always working His plan for the future.

We were reminded about the necessity of prayer. The prayers of the early members is the foundation for our present blessing. Our prayers for the future are being laid now. What a joy to pray in faith for God’s will to keep on being done! 

There is much more land to take. We were reminded that we’ve only just begun. Once more I remembered the blessing of surrender. I realized that God gives the increase. I felt the privilege of being part of His Kingdom.

This is a reminder to pray for, give guidance to, and encourage the younger ones in our midst. Not one of these leaders would tell you they are perfect, or have done things perfectly. But each one of them has a heart to seek the Lord for His will, not their own. I pray that the seeds God has allowed me to sow for His kingdom will bear long-lasting fruit. Oh my friends, do not give up. Do not despair, God sees your hard work. He sees your tiredness, and He says, keep going. I will strengthen you. I will help you. Trust me. Do not let the enemy distract you or turn you aside from your plowing. You will reap. It is in His hands when that reaping will occur, so simply take this reminder and keep going. Pastor Jim and Roberta did. Some of the amazing seeds sown through their ministry are still serving God and bearing even more fruit. 

Father, I thank you for reminding us not to quit. I ask you to strengthen any weak hands and feeble knees that may struggle today. I thank you for the reminder of the blessing of obedience and we walk by faith not by sight. I thank you that we are privileged to see what Jim and Roberta hoped for and is now a reality. In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Heart Honesty

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But when I am afraid, I will put my trust in you. Psalm 56:3. NLT.

April 2010, my husband suffered a massive heart attack that led to a massive stroke. It was obviously a very trying time. I found a journal entry I wrote on July 2, 2010. I need you, Lord. Desperately. I need your love, grace, and help. I am afraid Darryl won’t progress. I am afraid that once he gets “better”, his “better” is not ‘enough’. I am afraid that the healing process is contingent on my little faith.

These words took me back to the emotions I was obviously going through. But amazingly, I didn’t stop there. All the above are settled with your touch. Fear is tormenting. You are love and peace. I know you love me and Darryl. You are walking these things out for many situations. I will surrender once again to be a coin in your pocket, ready to be spent anyway you choose.

Oh my friends, when we are honest about our fears to the Lord, He shows up. As we wait on Him, He begins to show us how to deal with our fears. I remember peace coming as I wrote what I knew about His character. Simply listing our fears without including Him in the scenario can magnify them. But, reminding ourselves of who He is can being to free us from those fears.

This heart honest with the Lord, was definitely not a one and done! August 7, 2010 found me sharing these words: I am troubled, I need you to help me. I am afraid of the future. I feel alone. I feel abandoned in the very place I need you–on the inside. You are good. I “see” Your goodness, but I don’t feel your goodness. I see and feel my badness, my need of a Savior even more desperately than I have ever needed you before. I need your help. Your sent Joan, Vanda, Joyce and the girls, but I need you. Abraham waited YEARS for the promise to be fulfilled. I am impatient for it now. Abraham and Sarah had to deal with their own deadness. I feel dead as well. I feel more dead than ever before, but…. (Those listed were such a God sent gift to help Darryl and I. There were many more!)

I actually ended there…no great declaration of faith, just simple heart honesty of how I was feeling. It is almost fifteen years since Darryl’s heart attack. And I am still walking with the Lord. I don’t always understand the circumstances of my life, but I know He does. Life is still challenging, but the lessons I learned during this season have stood me well.

If you are struggling with fears, anxiety or frustrations, I encourage you to take the time to process it with the Lord. There is something helpful about writing them down. In March of that same year I wrote: an encounter with God comes from a heart cry. A heart cry comes because we are desperate. Desperation comes because of a painful awareness that our soul is in trouble. Was God preparing me for this future overwhelming, life-changing event? Probably. He is that good. The amazing thing is God already knew where my heart was struggling. Peace came when I was honest with Him. If you need some scriptural foundation for being honest with God, take a look at King David. Psalm 6:2 have compassion on me, Lord, for I am weak. Heal me, Lord for my bones are in agony,. I am sick at heart, how long O Lord until you restore me? Psalm 13: 1-3: O Lord, how long will you forget me? Forever? How long will you look the other way? How long must I struggle with anguish in my soul, with sorrow in my heart every day? How long will my enemy have the upper hand? Turn and answer me, O Lord my God! Restore the sparkle in my eyes, or I will die. But he goes on to verse 5-6: But I trust your unfailing love, I will rejoice because you have rescued me. I will sing to the Lord because He is good to me. NLT.

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Oh my friends, God wants to return the sparkle to your eyes. Take the time to share your honest heart. But don’t stop there, begin to remind yourself of what He has already done for you. Do not let the fears and regrets of your past hold you back. Do not let the concerns and fears of the future stop you from moving ahead in His ways. It is not worth it!

Father, I am so grateful we can be honest with You. I thank you for listening with attention and concern. I thank you for teaching us how to keep our hearts free from the clutter of fears and hidden anxiety. In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Praying for Others

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We also pray that you will be strengthened with all his glorious power so you will have all the endurance and patience you need. May you be filled with joy, Colossians 1: 11 NLT.

Are you ever overwhelmed by all the needs in your life and the lives of others you really care about? I am so thankful for the Holy Spirit and His ability to show us how to pray. It is one area I want to grow in this year, praying more effectively.

So here are some steps I am trying to incorporate. Maybe they will help someone else..or you can pray for me!

Instead of going straight to bed and sleep, I’ve incorporated listening to worship. I intentionally try to listen to the words and worship along with the music. Afterwards, I pray for my more challenging situations (at least in my mind!). It is much easier to release my faith after worship than without it. These are probably situations I’ve already prayed for during the day.

Another tool I’ve added is praying Paul’s prayers. Growing up as a Baptist girl, we did not have set prayers like some of our Catholic or Episcopalian brethren have. We did pray the “Lord’s Prayer”, but not too often corporately. We were encouraged to just pray from the heart. It took me a while to incorporate these amazing prayers for myself and for others. Like the above scripture, praying for others to be strengthened with all his glorious power so [they] will have all the endurance and patience [they] need. May [they]be filled with joy. This is a prayer that can be prayed for almost everyone! The Greek word translated ‘endurance’ here is hupomone. It is a word that combines “hupo” meaning under and “mone” meaning to remain. So when praying this prayer, we are asking the Lord to help our friends to bear up under difficult circumstances without weariness or defeat. It specifically refers to situations, not people. So many are dealing with difficult circumstances around me. I am so grateful I can pray this prayer for them.

Along with praying for the needs of others, I haven’t forgotten the scriptural instruction to pray for our leaders. When I hear people complaining about either our political leaders or spiritual leaders, I want to ask, “have you been praying for them?” This is a reminder to pray for our leaders, my friends. Criticisms or behind their back complaining are only going to hurt your soul, not bring any positive change. I urge, then, first of all that petitions, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for all people–for kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness. I Timothy 2:1-2.

When was the last time you prayed for your enemies? Maybe your enemies comprise of those who do not think like you do. You see them as a threat. Matthew 5:44, But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you. Isn’t that an amazing scripture? It tells us to love our enemies first! Then pray for those who persecute us Difficult to do. I believe if we put this into practice, our enemies may become our friends. Really interceding for others, enemies or not, changes our hearts towards them. Love and hope springs up where fear and animosity once grew. I challenge you to pray for the person who irritates you the most. Ask the Lord to bless them, you will be changed.

None of these steps or tools are new or unique to me. Believers have been using them for generations. Praying in faith, trusting God’s Word, which tells us the prayers of the righteous avails much, is such a privilege. Ask Him to persecuted church? Christians that are in prison because of their faith? I have an internet friend who lives and ministers in India. She asked me to pray the other day because some of the local pastors were arrested for their faith. Then I discovered an American pastor friend (along with their team) was in a different part of India and was placed under house arrest for their faith as well. Gratefully, in both situations, these brave leaders were released. However, the local Indian pastors live under the constant threat of arrest, beatings or even having their homes torched.

My friends, it is time to grow in intercession. It is how we can partner with Him to increase the Kingdom.

Father, we are like the first disciples, needing you to teach us how to pray. Forgive us for our small vision and small faith prayers. I ask you to help us grow in this area for Your Kingdom’s sake. In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Sickness

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The Lord will strengthen him on the bed of illness: You will sustain him on his sickbed. Isaiah 41:3. NKJV

No blog was written last week, because I came down with the flu. It wasn’t fun (and in fact, I am still recovering from it). Maybe it was my feverish brain, but I began to ponder, what is the “right” way to deal with sickness. Or is there a “right” way?

The first couple of days were quite rough. I managed to send a message to my Life Group team, letting them know we would not be meeting. It brought offers of help and prayer! I admit at this time, I was too ill to really deal with “ministry guilt”, that came later. My dear sister came to my rescue. She went to the store and brought meds and various quick nibbles. She filled all my straw cups (I had three by my bed) which made it easier to keep hydrated. Because this wonderful “Bug” came with throwing up the first day or so, I really couldn’t keep things down. It made me reluctant to try and eat anything.

By day 3 and 4, I started trying to expect to be over it. I tried to catch up on my devotional reading plan. I was grateful for the ability to listen to the Bible. My eyes were hurting too much to focus and read. Some of the ladies in our Life Group are dealing with difficult things. I wanted to pray magnificent prayers. I ended up trusting the Lord to intervene. I feebly mentioned their name before Him. “Father, I trust you with my friends”.

Somewhere in this journey, I remembered I was supposed to host and lead another meeting for our Senior Life Ministry Planning team. I was able to find my laptop and send out a cancellation notice. This consumed more energy than I expected, so back to bed. The ministry guilt started to raise its head. Push through, you could have worn a mask…what’s wrong with you? Living through some out balanced teaching of healing can really affect your soul at this stage. I had to remind myself, that Jesus is the Savior and Healer, not me. My energy level, brain focus ability and body simply would not let me do more than rest in His love. Trusting His grace.

The good news of God’s faithfulness was apparent, when I received a phone call from a hurting friend. God’s Spirit showed up and I was able to speak life, focus and help into the situation. I felt so wimpy at first. But as we talked, my care for the person helped me tap into His Presence with God’s Truth. I did take another nap after the phone call

Living alone and being sick is not for the faint of heart. My son, who I probably got this from, was a few days a head of me, so I monitored his progress via his wife. He has recovered. I’m on my way, just dealing mostly with fatigue and sinus congestion. I appreciate the texts and encouragement that people were praying for me. Somehow there is a balance between being remembered and overwhelming with questions about how you are feeling!

So once again, I’ve learned to rest, trust and enjoy Him, even when I don’t feel well. As a younger believer, I used to feel guilty and shame over sickness. I thought it was a sign of weakness, now I’ve learned better. If nothing else, it reminds me that I am made of flesh. It helps me understand the afflictions of other, and I’ve learned to give myself much more grace. My friends, let us be gracious to ourselves and each other. I’m asking the Lord about changes that should be made, but in the meantime, I choose to rest in His love, and going to take another nap!

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Father, I thank you for being faithful, even when I am not. You are with us on our sickbed and for that I am grateful. Please keep teaching us how to best display your glory, no matter what state we are in. In Jesus Name. Amen.

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Faith and Application

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Listen to the words of the wise; apply your heart to instruction. For it is good to keep these sayings in your heart and always ready on your lips. I am teaching you today—yes, you so you will trust in the Lord. Proverbs 22:17-19. NLT.

I have been having an ongoing conversation with the Lord. We have discussed why so many in their later season of life experience so many challenges. It seems the advertised “golden” years are not as golden as the commercials would like to portray! People hear about the joys of retirement with traveling, golfing, or cruising. However, many seniors face unexpected physical diagnoses. These diagnoses can limit their mobility and interactions. Last year I got to experience physical therapy for the first time because of a knee condition. Now both knees are complaining and I need to courage up to tackle a flight of stairs! These are fairly common complaints for those of us in our 70’s.

There is also the hovering concern or specter of dementia! Oh, I forgot a word or date. Could this be an early sign of dementia or Alzheimer’s? So what are we to do? Let fear ruin our lives? That definitely is not the answer! So I prayed and talked with the Lord about navigating these older years. I asked Him why things seem to be so hard. He shared a simple insight. He said it is time to apply all the lessons about Him we have already learned. Every lesson about His trustworthiness and His faithfulness, we are to put into practice. It is a time to lean ever more upon Him and what His Word has to say in every situation.

Often we can move through life with our heads full of knowledge about God and His ways. It is when we face challenges to actually apply what we know , is when we find out how much faith we truly have. Jesus told us that in this world we would suffer tribulations. James is very clear on this as well. Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know when your faith is tested, endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, needing nothing. James 1: 2-4. My senior friends, if your faith is being tested, it is a good thing. It is not easy, but He will work it out for your good. It will also benefit others. This is not just for senior friends, but for all of God’s children.

He also reminded me. These years are our last opportunity to show what it means to be a believer in Him. Whether or not we like it, people are watching you. Your family, friends and acquaintances really need us to model what it means to be a believer during trying times. When my sister was first diagnosed with lymphoma, God led me to Philippians 4:6-7. Very simple and familiar scriptures, but they became very real to me. Don’t worry about anything, instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank Him for all He has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus. I keep applying these lessons through her breast cancer journey and now her heart and kidney concerns. The don’t worry part is challenging, but I am getting better at it!

My friends, it is not God’s plan that we simply spout platitudes about His goodness, but we must believe it. When faced with the trials of our faith, we must know that 2 Peter 1:3 is true. By his divine power, God has given us everything we need for living a godly life. There is no disqualifying circumstance to this verse. He has given us everything we need for living a godly life,  the choice is “do we believe it?”. Oh my friends, the lessons you are learning today will benefit you greatly. They will help you, no matter what you face tomorrow. Many times it is the small things that help us endure. I remember singing (very croakedly) “this is the day the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it), during the first few weeks after my husband’s stroke. It came from deep within my spirit from the earlier lessons He taught me. This simple scripture helped me get through those tough days.

So no matter what season of life, learn to apply what you know. If you need more help in a matter, ask Him for it–or a good friend. Remember, He is our teacher. What a blessing it brings to Him, when we apply what we know!

Father, I thank you for teaching us how to apply Your Word to every circumstance we find ourselves in. I thank you we don’t have to worry about our future, because you are already in it. Prepare us for our future, but helping us learn to walk with you today. Help us truly “apply our heart to your instruction”. In Jesus’s Name, amen.

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