Faith and Grief

October 31, 2024 Martha Rodman1 Comment

(I started this post last week, but came down with a bug, so couldn’t finish it. It’s given me more time to ponder some things about grief),

“Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. Matthew 5:4 ESV.

Putting faith and grief together is often a challenge. Often, we only think of grief as something that happens when someone dies. But there are a variety of life’s experiences that can trigger grief. Even in scripture, we discovered a myriad of circumstances that caused God’s people (and even God himself) to mourn. Hannah grieved for what she didn’t have (a child). Rebekah and Isaac struggled because their son Esau married a pagan woman. Jesus wept over the hard heartedness of the synagogue leaders. This was when He went there to heal the man with the withered hand. When a family, friend, or leader passes, grief comes into our lives. Grief doesn’t come alone, but it arrives with it’s own individualized emotions and thoughts.

I recently lost another friend. I hesitate to use the word “lost” because I know where she is. I know she is in a better place, her ultimate home. But like anything “lost”, there is a hole. It takes faith to walk through grief. It isn’t easy and it isn’t for the faint of heart. The closer the friend or family member, the bigger the hole and the more grace and faith it takes to fill it.

The good news is found in this scripture: Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. Matthew 5:4 ESV. It takes faith to trust that blessing can come from mourning. As we keep trusting and walking through the grief, we discover those blessings. David wrote, even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. For you are with me. Psalm 23: 4. ESV.

This is so difficult. When someone leaves our life permanently, as in death, it does not feel like a shadow. It feels very real, very solid and very hard. The realities of doing life without your personal someone is sooo hard to adjust to. But amazingly, life goes on and we find our footing. The Comforter comes, and with one step at a time, we trust Him. We start to walk through that valley and out into the sunshine. Walking through the valley of the shadow of death changes us. If we walk in faith, it changes us for the better.

I am not a grief expert, but one thing I have learned is that grief is personal. Whether it is caused by death, divorce, or diagnosis, it hurts. It is painful and it is life-changing. We can become bitter, walled off, and hard. Alternatively, we can allow it to soften us and help us become better. It usually is accompanied by some form of regret. The shoulda, coulda, woulda thoughts that, if not kept in check, can morph into even greater pain. Every grief point comes with its own story. Unpacking those stories with family or friends can be very helpful. It is also helpful to share them with the Lord. Our precious Holy Spirit has helped me reset my own emotions and thoughts more times that I can count. There is no judgment from Him, just help and hope. The personal side of our story can make us feel misunderstood or isolated. When we remember that others also have their grief stories, it breaks the feelings of isolation. As we share our story, we can feel heard and seen.

Blessed are those that mourn, for they shall be comforted. Mourning is useful. When done with faith (even shaky faith), it causes to lean into and onto our Savior even more. After the first season of mourning, life on the outside usually returns to some kind of “normal”. But for those whose loss is deep, it doesn’t ever go away. We learn to carry it differently, that is all. My mom passed away in 1990. I live in the home she designed and planned. But it is not the physical home that reminds me of her. As I age, I get closer to her age at her death (82). I long to talk with her. I am asking questions that never were answered, and won’t be. This motivates me to ask those questions of those that are still here. To take the time to get to know them while I can. We take our “normal” life here for granted, don’t we? Aunt Susie will always be here, won’t she, then she isn’t.

Please know that those who have lost a child, always feel loss. They cope, not necessarily because they want to–but because they have to. Widows or widowers must do the same. Be patient with them. Feel free to ask about their loved one. They miss them. I have a friend who son died at 19. It happened a “long” time ago. We talked about him a few weeks ago. You could tell his memory was so real to her. It felt as if he was still here on earth. It is hard to comprehend the depth of her loss. The mourning for what was and what would never be, here on earth.

The word grief comes from the Latin word gravare. It means to make heavy. Grief does feel heavy, like a shroud. When things are heavy, we have to move slower and take our time. It gives us time to think and ponder questions we often ignore or shove deep down into our souls. Don’t ignore those questions, but bring them to the Lord. Grief, not only takes faith to walk through, but also courage. Hannah kept seeking God in her childlessness. Jesus continued on His journey. This journey led Him to the cross for the very hardhearted ones that caused Him to weep. When our grief leads us to Him, it is always a good thing. The simple knowledge that He understands brings comfort. Psalm 34:18: The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those whose spirits are crushed.

Psalm 147:3, He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.

with him those who have fallen asleep.

Revelation 21:4 He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.

There will come a time when grief shall pass away. We will truly comprehend then what the trying of our faith has meant, and how fleeting this life really is. But until then, my friends, no matter what sort of grief you are experiencing, please know He understands. Let it work good His good will in and through it. Let it soften your hearts towards others and their pain. Jesus bore our pain and our sorrow on the cross, and for that I am so grateful.

Father, grief is hard. You know that, but we are so grateful we do not grieve alone. Please send Your Comforter to those who are struggling with grief right now. Remind them of You loving care. Help us to carry each others burdens, even the burden of grief. In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Your Calling

October 17, 2024 Martha RodmanLeave a comment

When Jesus came to the region of Caesarea Phillipi, he asked his disciples, “who do people say that the Son of Man is? “Well, they replied, “some say John the Baptist, some say Elijah, and others say Jeremiah, or one of the prophets.” Matthew 16:13. NLT.

But then He got more personal. Then he asked them, “But who do you say that I am? This is such an important question. If we are to walk in the power and authority of the Lord, we must have settled in our hearts who we believe He is. Simon Peter answered, “You are the Messiah, the Son of the Living God”. How powerful is that statement? You are the Messiah (the anointed one) and the Son of the Living (not dead) God! What good news! What a privilege to know the Living God!

When we clarify God’s identity to us, then we will have a better grip on who we are. I found an old journal where I listed in my journal who I am/was. I wrote it on September 4, 2004. Here is what I wrote

I am your daughter, purchased by Your blood; adopted into Your family; called to walk with You to influence others for Your kingdom. By encouragement, by loving words of grace, by living much an authentic life as possible, By obedience to Your call in Your Word and by Your Holy Spirit. Please help me to grow in this process, because I too often forget who I am.

Reading this entry, I realize this list still embodies my purpose and calling. God keeps answering this prayer when I get distracted and off track. Because He is the Living God, He meets us where we are. Obviously, this list did not include specific goals or steps to fulfill them, it just includes my heartfelt desires. With humility and gratitude, I see where He has helped me fulfill them. Have you ever taken the time to discover your call? His purpose for your life? It makes such a difference, especially when you navigate the twists, turns and decisions that must be made in this life.

I am so amazingly grateful to Him for the revelation of the call and purpose in my life. I had to first understand who He was who called me, then I could understand my purpose in the calling. It is humbling and often overwhelming to sit in His Presence letting ,Him touch and restore my soul. We find Jesus’ response to Peter. Jesus replied, “You are blessed Simon, son of John, because my Father in heaven has revealed this to you. You did not learn this from any human being. There are things the Holy Spirit wishes to reveal to each of us. He uses various means (like His Word, His still small voice, and others) to communicate these personal thoughts to us. The important thing is our ears and hearts are open to them. Fear or insecurity will shut down our faith, and without faith, we can’t hear Him.

Through a series of events, I found myself in Kodiak, Alaska, after college graduation. It was hard, lonely and wonderful at the same time. I spent much of the time seeking Him. The day I flew back to the Lower 48, I opened my Bible to Isiah 40:9 O Zion, You who bring good tidings, Get up into the high mountain; O Jerusalem, You who bring good tidings, Lift up your voice with strength, Life it up, be not afraid; say to the cities of Judah, “Behold your God.” I read that verse, slammed my Bible shut and said, “That’s not me, I can’t do that”. After I landed, my friend took me to meet a lady who, like the woman at the well, “told me all I had ever done”. Actually, she prophesied this verse to me! This was the first time I thought about God’s specific call and purpose in my life. My life pivtoed and I was never the same again. (I also met Darryl that day!) I have used my teaching degree, but not in the way I thought I would!

When we find His purpose and our calling, things settle in place. Hard things are still hard, but there is a good reason to go through them. Trusting in God’s goodness and character enabled me to get through my husband’s stroke and subsequent passing. The calling He revealed to me, even before our marriage, is still in place today. Those prayers I wrote in 2004, He is still answering. He hopes to do the same for you.

If you already know His purpose and calling in your life, are you walking in it? God prepared each of us, like Esther, for this time in history. It is important we each walk it out to the fullest. Do not let Satan rob you of the joy of fulfilling that purpose, even when it is hard. Remember, He is the Living God who sees you, hears you, and desires to walk with you.

Father, thank you for the privilege of being Your children. Thank you, like Simon Peter, You long to reveal your purpose and plan for each of us. Remind us, when we lose sight of that calling and purpose. Stir up the gifts you have given to Your children. Let us not take them for granted. In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Authority

October 10, 2024 Martha Rodman1 Comment

And Jesus came and said to them, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 19 Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20 teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.” Matthew 28:18.

Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall hurt you. Luke 10:19.

And he appointed twelve (whom he also named apostles) so that they might be with him and he might send them out to preach 15 and have authority to cast out demons. Mark 3, :14-15. Jesus gave these 12 men authority. The Greek word used here is: exousia. Exousia means authority or the right to act. It also infers the privilege to act. Combined with the word dunamis (might) enables us to follow through with everything the Holy Spirit instructs us to do. Jesus authorized and equipped these disciples with the power needed to go to teach, preach, and bring deliverance to those they met. We have been given this same authority. The question is, do we walk in it?

I pondered what would it look like if we, as believers live confident in this power and authority. Hurricane Helene raised havoc in Florida two weeks ago. I watched a video where this couple walked the perimeter of their property, declaring God’s protection around their land. Trees fell all along their boundary, but none fell on their property. Two of my friends have family right in the path of Hurricane Milton. Prayers were prayed for protection for them, and even though one had a tree fall on a car–there was no damage to that car–no scratch or even a dent! Her mom said, “It was like God gently laid the tree down”. I also know, some did not fare as well. Lives were lost, property damaged and that makes me sad. What happens if our own soul forgets the authority we have been given and we don’t pray? We don’t engage that authority? I think it is another tactic of our enemy to keep us functioning less than we have been given.

My friends, I want to remind all of us: we need to not only know we have been given authority, we need to be bold and use it. Many of my friends have been getting hit hard with life’s challenges, that they admitted it was even hard to pray because they didn’t even know where to begin. I have been there. What a sneaky enemy we have! He wants to undermine our authority because he is afraid of what would happen if we walked daily with our God given authority. I want to remind all of us, we have been given this power, the question is are we going to walk in it?

The hurricane victory stories are encouraging to hear. Every victory builds our faith. When my husband suffered his debilitating stroke, we prayed for healing. They told me he is blind, deaf and will never come out of this. We kept praying. I admit, I was tempted to listen to the doctors. But, I also kept hearing a sermon he preached: “most people want to see a miracle, but they don’t want to need one, to see one”. He lived his life to show forth God’s glory. So, with the help of our faith-filled children and God’s family, we kept trusting and believing. He eventually learned to walk again, eat again and know us. We exercised the exousia and dunamis power we received from the Lord, and saw miraculous results. I am using those stories to fight for others in their cancer journeys, today.

I admit there are days when the cares of this world overwhelms and overshadows the fact I have this authority. When this happens, I definitely live beneath the privilege I have as a believer, and in reality, I think like a victim. My “feels” start trying to lead, rather than my faith. When my soul starts to complain “it’s not fair”, or “why, Lord?”, fear grows and my faith shrinks. But, when I remember I have been given authority things begin to change. Jesus told us in Luke 10:19 Look, I have given you authority over all the power of the enemy, and you can walk among snakes and scorpions and crush them. Nothing will injure them. (We won’t go into stupid foolish actions). The question is, do I believe God has really given us power over our enemy? Or am I a victim of his actions?

My friends, I want to encourage all of us to walk in our authority. Do not let the bigness of the situation limit your prayers. Remind yourself of the miracles Jesus performed. Many of them came from his heart of compassion. If you find your faith small, ask Him to enlarge it. Take the time to study His Word and learn about this authority we have been given. Let His love lead you. James 4:2, reminds us “we have not because we ask not”. Until now you have asked nothing in my name. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full. Let’s begin to ask largely in His name.

Sunday, my friend who is a middle school counselor, asked me to pray a big prayer. She told me that from the month of October to the middle of January , suicide among teenagers takes a big leap in numbers, please pray. I then talked with our Youth Pastor, asking what we, as Senior Life ministry, could pray for them. I found out some of our youth group members had confided in them that they were thinking of taking their own lives. We must pray as if we believe in the prayer we are praying. I believe lives are being saved because of these on-going prayers. Our nation needs help and that must come from people who walk in God’s authority. Do not let the enemy keep you smaller than you are. Stand up in God’s love, in His mercy, and declare His Word over your circumstance. If you don’t know His will in your situation, ask Him to show you. Take time to build your faith in that area and pray. Get together with other believers. Some things need the “two or three touching anything that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. Matthew 18:19.

Father, I thank you for helping us understand how to use the authority you have entrusted us with. Forgive us for living underneath life’s circumstances instead above it. Thank you for the reminder we are not victims, but victors no matter our situation. We choose to partner with you, dear heavenly Father. In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Stress

October 3, 2024 Martha RodmanLeave a comment

Anxiety in the heart of man causes depression, but a good word makes it glad. Proverbs 12:25 NKJV

Everywhere we look we can find stress producers. Finances, relationships, politics, health issues can definitely generate stress in our lives. We know it is not “healthy” to live with chronic stress because God did not intend us to live that way. Lately, as I have been praying for myself and others about anxiety, I realize more of Satan’s devious plan is at work.

First, his goal is to get our eyes off the Lord and onto ourselves. When we “feel” anxious, our natural response is to turn inward. We become self focused rather than others or God focused. When that happens, our faith level drops and there is often a struggle to get out of our heads and into His thoughts. Then Satan employs his next level of strategy, hopelessness.

Hopelessness can begin subtly. Remember, Satan is here to steal, kill, and destroy. So he tries to steal your hope, making you feel smaller than you are. Could you tell me why you should even pray, because….(fill in your own blanks). Some of those blanks may get filled in with you not being worthy enough for God to answer, you are a disappointment to God, or even you don’t have enough faith to believe for that prayer to be answered. So he subtly steers us away from even beginning to pray! Have you ever had Hebrews 11:6 thrown back at you when you tried to pray? But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek him. Condemning thoughts show up, just about the time you start to pray: “you don’t really believe he is going to answer your prayer because you haven’t been diligently seeking him, have you???” His goal is to deter you from coming to the Lord you love. This is condemnation, my friends, not something our God does. A condemned man has no hope, but that is not us! Our sins have been forgiven and we have been set free.

Once your focus is distracted, he moves on to the size of your problem. He works to diminish the power and authority of our God, and magnifies the magnitude of the PROBLEM. As the problem gets bigger, your stress mounts–which again, clouds our vision of our loving Savior. We start to feel even worse and begin to look at how to get away from those stressful feelings.

This is Satan’s really sneaky attack. He suggests your right for relief. So instead of praying to the God who can change things, he tempts you with ways of escape. “Remember that pint of ice cream in the fridge? Go ahead, it’s ok. Or just turn on the TV and binge watch that show you like.” Now, neither of these things are wrong in themselves, but if they interrupt you from praying to peace, then you have been hoodwinked. He stole from you the opportunity to receive God’s true peace.

Satan then attempts to draw us into outright deadlier distractions. Alcohol, drugs and porn are powerful temptations. One glass of wine can turn into two or more, a prescribed anti-anxiety pill dose can be doubled, pornography can be substituted instead of fixing relationship issues. All of these temptations can lead to even more costly consequences. Every addiction began with the first step. When stress and anxiety are running high in our hearts, it is much easier to fall for these “quick fixes” rather than deal with the root issues. What started as a “relief escape” now becomes a trap, pushing the person farther and farther from the Lord and His correct solutions.

My friends, counseling and prescription drugs can be helpful. But the most important way to deal with stress is going to the Lord first, or in the middle…or even if you think it is the end. He always has a way out or a way through. God has given us tools in His Word for us to use in times of anxiety. Don’t forget to use them!

We have so many promises from Him. Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need. Hebrews 4:16. Don’t let Satan steal your confidence in the Lord to respond to your every need with His mercy and grace. It is always there, no matter if/when we mess up. Be merciful to me, O God, be merciful to me, for in you my soul takes refuge; in the shadow of your wings I will take refuge, till the storms of destruction pass by. Psalm 57:1. Stay close to Him, learn to hide and take refuge in Him. He is a strong tower we can run to.

By following His teachings, we can avoid many stressors. Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” So we can confidently say, “The Lord is my helper; I will not fear; what can man do to me?” Hebrews 13:5-6.

Turn to Him with gratitude and thanksgiving, even before the answer is evident. Rehearse what He has done before. Remind yourself of His faithfulness in the past, which makes Him bigger than the current situation. The Lord is my strength and shield. I trust Him with all my heart. He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy. I burst out in songs of thanksgiving. Psalm 28:7. The next time you are feeling stressed, I challenge you to burst out in song! It breaks the hold hopelessness, stress and anxiety have on us. If need be, put on worship or praise music and sing along. My family used to sing this song when we were children. It is still one of our go to songs when things are rough: “My Lord knows the way through the wilderness, all I have to do is follow. Strength for today is mine all the way and all I need for tomorrow, all I have to do is follow, my Lord knows the way through the wilderness, all I have to do is follow.” It is quite simple, but it always brings breakthroughs and hope. Google it, if you don’t know it.

My friends, we don’t have to let the stressors of this life rule and reign in our lives. Our God is the God of Hope. Jesus is the Prince of Peace as we allow Him to rule and reign in our hearts, we can live in that peace. Don’t settle for less, it’s not worth it. Satan really would like to enslave you in his addictions, don’t let him win. We don’t have to let stress run or ruin our lives.

Father, I ask You to open our eyes where we have let stress and anxiety rule and reign in our hearts instead of your peace. Anxiety can have a loud voice, but Your quiet one shuts it up quickly. Open our ears to hear Your wonderful words of life and hope, in Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Honest Conversation with God

September 26, 2024 Martha Rodman1 Comment

I cry out to the LORD; I plead for the LORD’s mercy. I pour out my complaints before him and tell him all my troubles. When I am overwhelmed, you alone know the way I should turn. Wherever I go, my enemies have set traps for me. Psalm 142:1

I have been under the weather for almost a week. It started with a slight sore throat and moved into a massive headache and sinus involvement. Sneezing, coughing and body aches came along. My eyes didn’t seem to be focusing either. Maybe it was my head pain, but I couldn’t think through what to take to feel better.

I went through one of the most frustrating and sense of isolation times in my widowhood. Reading the OTC meds in my cupboard became very frustrating. I was supposed to pick my sister up from the airport shuttle, and knew I couldn’t drive, so with effort I reached out to our other sister and she was able to do it. She also brought me meds and food.

I don’t know what was the most challenging–feeling so awful or the inability to read instructions and there is nobody here to help me do it. It definitely was a time I cried out to the Lord. He sent me the help I needed, but at the time I felt very vulnerable (as well as feverish, chilled and wimpy!). The good news is as I asked for prayer, many reached out and ask how they could help. I am so blessed.

A few days later, as I am still recovering, I had an open and honest conversation with the Lord. I liken it to those conversations you have with your spouse. The “this is the truth” of how I am feeling conversation. It came complete with heart transparency, ugly crying and all the emotions that come with that. It wasn’t pretty, but it was a different level of honesty than I have gone with Him for a while. Oh, I have had plenty of repentance prayers, along with ‘help me, Lord’ etc., but this was deeper than those. It was raw and real. My prayer began “O, Lord, I am a lousy daughter…and moved on from there.” The funny thing is He didn’t use words to re-align my thinking, He used His Presence. After my honest conversation (it went quite deeper), I sat there in wonder.

An amazing sense of peace, safety and love descended. It was incredible. My spirit and soul felt refreshed and clean; like David must have felt when he prayed in Psalm 51:10. Create in me a clean heart, O God and renew a right spirit within me. I realized I had not taken the time to share these thoughts with Him. Most of my prayers (conversation) have been supplication and intercession on behalf of others. They included thanksgiving and gratitude for answers, but not the sharing of what was really going on in my heart with His heart. We need many prayers, my friends.

Like any relationship, we need to communicate. He communicated to me that day through my daily Bible reading. I found hope, encouragement and needed thought adjustments! My reading actually helped precipitate our conversation.

As I write this, my thoughts are turned to the state of Florida and Hurricane Helene. My heart is interceding for all the people as they prepare for a Category 4 storm. I’m asking for His intervention and trusting He has a plan in place to show off His loving care. Ezra 9 declares the sin that brought consequences upon the Israelites. I am interceding on behalf of our nation for repentance and mercy. These are also honest conversations we can have with our Savior, trusting Him and His purpose in and through our lives.

Take the time, my friends, to talk with Him. There is freedom to receive as we interact on a deep personal level. It is a good thing that we will pass on that freedom to others!

Father, I thank you for your gracious listening to my heart cry. I thank you for your mercy on my soul, and on all your children. Please show us how to have honest, faith-filled conversations with you, that avail much. In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and “Spark”

September 19, 2024 Martha RodmanLeave a comment

So the LORD sparked the enthusiasm of Zerubbabel son of Shealtiel, governor of Judah, and the enthusiasm of Jeshua son of Jehozadak, the high priest, and the enthusiasm of the whole remnant of God’s people. They began to work on the house of their God, the LORD of Heaven’s Armies, 15 on September 21 of the second year of King Darius’s reign. Haggai 1:14 NLT

Have you ever had your enthusiasm “sparked”? I’ve talked with a few people lately and life’s challenges have had them feeling a little blah at the best and even depressed at their situations at the worst. One of Satan’s tactics is to steal our hope and our joy. They may need a “spark” of hope to carry on.

Haggai (whose name means “festive”) was called by the Lord to encourage God’s people during their return to Israel after their Babylon exile. It was a difficult, but exciting time. Haggai was specifically called to encourage the leader Zerubbabel (the governor of Judah) and his religious counterpart–Jeshua, the high priest. As these two leaders listened to the words spoken by Haggai their hearts were sparked to begin to rebuild the temple of the Lord.

The Hebrew word ‘ur means to rouse, awaken, stir up, excite, to incite, to arouse to action, to open the eyes. Some of God’s people are slumbering. Life’s circumstances have overwhelmed some and others are at a standstill. God directed faith-filled words can spark action. They can wake up the slumbers and encourage the hopeless. What kind of words do you need today to spark you into action? Encouragement, comfort or exhortation? God desires to give you what you need. Go to Him first, then to others as He directs. Remember the verse: Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church? James 5:14. Maturing believers must take responsibility for their spiritual health.

The life group I lead unexpectedly lost a dear member about two weeks ago. It is one of life’s mysteries we still can’t quite get our minds around. She was only 46 and had a lot of life left to lead. Unexpectedly, another Life Group of ladies asked if they could join our group last night to love on us, pray for us and bring dessert! It was the most amazing time. It sparked joy and blessing–even as we prayed together. Spontaneous laughter, worship and peace filled the room. It is often difficult during a time of mourning to know what to do. This unique and divinely inspired example of love is exactly what our group needed.

I have found it so true that there is something that happens when we share in community together. Zerubbabel and Jeshua teamed up together to accomplish what God called them to do–lead the people to rebuild the temple. The people were focusing on their own needs, which is understandable. They had been gone for 70 years and had to rebuild their own lives. But God brought them back for a reason. These leaders needed Haggai to remind them of their own calling and purpose. Often we need each to do that for each other. People always need the gift of encouragement!

2 Timothy 1: 6,Therefore I remind you to stir up the gift of God which is in you through the laying on of my hands. Have you ever tried to light a candle with one of those small igniters and have them click, click, click and finally you realize you have used up the fuel? It is very frustrating. God wants us to stay “fueled” up by His Spirit, so He can use us to spark others. If we are waiting for others to “spark” us, you may miss being the light He needs you to be. Thinking you don’t need others is also faulty thinking. We can do more together. Burn longer together. Be a brighter light together.

Many translations use the word “stirred” in place of the New Living Translation sparked. So if you are more comfortable with the word “stirred”, may I ask what stirs your heart? Music? Testimonies? Fellowship? Spending time in prayer, listening for His voice, His comfort and His instruction are ways to stir up not only your gifts, but be the spark for others. It took perseverance for them to rebuild the temple. It didn’t look like the old one. Older Jews, who had witnessed the old temple were grieving. The younger ones were tempted to live their own lives, not understanding the importance of the re-build. But God continued to speak through His prophets to encourage them in their task. He wants to encourage us to do the same. Do not grow weary in doing well, my friends. Your very faith-life could encourage others right now. He could be use you to spark faith and hope in some hopeless places, so keep on letting your light shine.

Father, I ask that you help us walk brightly with You. Teach us how to stir up the gifts You have given us so they don’t die out and grow dormant. Help us to speak words of hope and faith that will encourage others. You are so trustworthy. Thank you for raising up more Haggai’s in this day and age, that we may hear Your word clearly and be stirred to do Your will, In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Endurance

September 12, 2024 Martha Rodman2 Comments

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a huge crowd of witnesses to the life of faith, let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily trips us up. And let us run with endurance the race God has set before us. Hebrews 12:1 NLT.

For the past several weeks, the pastors at Life Church have been focusing on the above scripture. Some thoughts have surfaced as I have meditated on this life-changing verse.

We are not alone. We are surrounded by such a huge crowd of witnesses. They are with us. Heaven is full of people who know we can run our race. They are urging us on—they did it, and so can we. In 2014, my son-in-law, Timothy Haslet, and his twin brother, David, ran the Boston Marathon for his sister, one of the bombing victims. My daughter, their children and myself all traveled to Boston to cheer them on. Because of the length of the race and the young ages of their children, we watched from our rooms, getting updates along the way. Even though they couldn’t hear us from the roadside, they knew we were there. We prayed, encouraged and celebrated their finish. For various reasons, Tim wasn’t as prepared as he should have been and needed some health support after. It cost him something to run, but they ran this race out of love and support for their sister Adrienne. My friends, when cheer others on, it is good for us as well.,

2. The Stripping Part. Let us strip off every weight that slow us down, especially the sin that so easily trips us up. What comes to mind when you think about excess baggage? I think about mental weights. Discouragement (both in myself and others), disappointments in ourselves and others, false assumptions (it’s too hard, I’ll never make it) and false or wrong expectations. These are some of the mind weights that have either slowed me down, or try to cause me to veer off track. I have to deal with them, or else I can’t run my race as God intends…and neither can you.

After my daughter-in-law’s cancer diagnosis in May, my life got even busier. I was already running tired, enough, so I actually had gone to my doctor to see if there was a problem. Part of my mind said, “you can’t do this”, the other part said, “you have no choice”. After a long talk with the Lord, asking for His strength and help, we began helping with the chemo journey by helping with childcare. I was determined to serve them cheerfully, not begrudgingly. I marvel at how much stronger I feel today than I did back in June. Instead of it wearing me down and out, I have more stamina! It wasn’t always easy, but we made it. The memories we made were so worth it. I had to strip off the thought that I couldn’t do it and replace it with “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me”. As I did, joy came, which of course strengthened me!

Another thing I had to strip off was the “what ifs”. What if I can’t do it? What if one of my grandchildren gets hurt etc… I had to strip those thoughts off as well. I decided, as I trusted God and His strength, I could/would also trust Him to keep everyone safe and give me ideas to keep them happy and engaged. It worked! Getting rid of bad thoughts leaves room for God’s creativity and faith to flow. It is amazing how helpful the Holy Spirit is when we allow Him to be!

Is there an area that you need to change your perspective? The word “strip” means to “leave bare of all accessories or fittings”. There is a definite, deliberate action required and implied in the meaning. What do you need to “strip” from your life? Take action, today.

3. The Holy Spirit’s job is to convict us of sin. This is one area we usually run away from, or try to cover up. When we strip off the weights, what is left will be revealed. The sins of pride, envy, jealousy or gossip show up. Unbelief, fear or immaturity are uncovered, and need to be dealt with. He does this because He loves us, not to shame or discredit us. There is so much freedom that comes when we repent and start afresh.

4. Then we must run…. with endurance. This means we hold our ground when we battle headwinds. The enemy of our soul will fight against our running. He does not want us to run, much less win. Making sure once we strip off the weights, we add on His armor. This armor, instead of weighing us down, will actually cause us to run with more purpose and win. It will help us bear up against any adversity we encounter.

5. Our associate pastor, Josh Hubbard, shared about “drafting” that running or cycling racers have learned about. Drafting, or “slipstreaming” is a technique that runners can use to save energy by running directly behind the lead runner. As I listened to his message, I thought about Jesus being our front runner. When we stay close to Him, we save energy. He knows the speed we need to run and has already mapped out our race. Besides Him, we follow those that are following Him and we can actually have the energy to run with endurance. Running alone is tiring, boring and leaves you more susceptible to wanting to quit. My dear friends, run with Jesus and His people. They will help you cross your finish line, and you can help them. Christians who burn out or quit their race often choose to “do it alone”. It is not the way God intended us to run. Find your team.

6. Keep your eye on the prize. I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us. Philippians 3:14. NLT. Press on is another action word. It implies endurance, but also intention. It is a decision we must make. My brother-in-law has run many races. In order for him to run in a particular race, he decides and then registers, pays any fee involved and then shows up on race day at the appointed time and runs. If we want to run our race, we must also register by surrendering to Him. The cost is obedience to His will. It can seem high, but it is always worth it, if we keep our eye on the prize. Mike, my brother-in-law, has a wall full of awards and ribbons. Each representing the hard work he put in for training. There are some races that require certain qualifications, like the Boston Marathon. His number, his certificate and his ribbon have a special place on his wall, but compared to the prize we are running for, it is worth far less.

6. The Holy Spirit and God’s Word are both our trainer and our coach. Listen and apply their instruction and you will win your race as well. Please do not get discouraged. Keep running your race. Drink fully of His living water. Come to me, all you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28. Please remember in this race, we have quiet resting places and opportunities to get replenished. If you are growing discouraged, take time to talk with Him. Share your concerns and then take HIS yoke upon you. Let HIM teach you, because HE is humble and gently at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For HIS yoke is easy to bear, and the burden HE gives you is light. (I capitalized the changes I made in substituting His for the scriptural I/my).

My friends, I know I have not always run with my eye on the prize, or with the thought of winning. I look back and see my running was more like a slug, crawling along on my belly. But, by God’s grace, He has always helped me come back from distractions and get rid of any added weights because I asked for His help. Don’t let our enemy rob you of the joy of running in this race. There is nothing like being a part of His team. He will show you how to fit your “life” into His race. You have the time and ability to run the race He has laid out for you, and do it well.

Father, please help us keep our eyes fixed on You and the prize set before us. Forgive us for trying to run with extra weights and even the sin that so easily trips us up. I thank you for teaching us how to run our particular race, in Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Contentment

August 1, 2024 Martha RodmanLeave a comment

Not that I was ever in need, for I have learned how to be content with whatever I have. Philippians 4:11. NLT.

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Pastor Josh Hubbard preached from this verse this past Sunday and it stirred my heart. To me it is one of those “re-setting” verses in the Bible that remind me of not only whose I am, but also life’s processes. Paul makes it clear that contentment is a learned attribute and is attainable.

Most definitions of biblical contentment include the state of being satisfied, at peace, and emotionally fulfilled with what one has or the circumstance one finds themselves in.. I don’t know about you, but I definitely move in and out of the state of contentment. Tuesday, we celebrated Eva Bunica’s 83 birthday. She is my daughter in law’s aunt, and I have known her for fourteen years. She has had many struggles in her life. She grew up in Romania under Communist rule. It was very difficult to be a believer during that era. But it was the religious persecution that God used to bring her and ultimately her brother’s family to the United States. Over the years, as we have talked, it was clear that it took the Holy Spirit time to heal and restore her from fear and anxiety they lived under. Their bodies were free, but their souls needed His restoration. I think it would be right to say, it took awhile for them to be content in a new country as well.

This has not been an easy year for her. Many health issues and a surprise needed pacemaker are only a part of her challenges. But there is a new peace and I would have to add contentment to her. We spent some time quietly talking, and she actually quoted this verse. She said, “I’ve learned to be content” about everything in my life. He is with me, so why not? As we talked she shared how she spent time with the Lord and during that time, her attitude was changed. Her outward situation didn’t. But she did. I think that is what Paul was trying to convey with Philippians 4: 12-13. I know how to live on almost nothing or with everything. I have learned the secret of living in every situation, whether it is with a full stomach or empty, with plenty or little. For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength.

Contentment has to do with our perspective and attitude, not our circumstances. It involves capturing those thoughts that would run to fear, anxiety, doubt or unbelief. It is choosing faith over those things, with knowing God is in charge, not you. So no matter what you face, He is there with His purpose and plan.

I Timothy 6:6 For godliness with contentment is great gain (or wealth).

Hebrews 13:5 Don’t love money; be satisfied with what you have. For God has said, “I will never fail you. I will never abandon you. So we can say with confidence. The Lord is my helper, so I will have no fear. What can mere people do to me.

Learning to be content is something our teacher, the Holy Spirit longs to teach each of us. Young moms struggling with toddler tantrums and nap refusals may find it difficult to feel contentment. I remember those days, but I found contentment in knowing that I was in my calling. It was my assignment to help those little humans to learn about life. My contentment was in His purpose. I also regularly cried out for His wisdom on how to do it!

Abiding in Christ’s contentment does not mean we can not or should not have an ambition for change. Seeking Him for His changes often comes from a place of peace where we can hear His voice. It is harder to find His leadings when we are in the midst of chaos and turmoil in our own souls. When we are contented we stop complaining and start to enjoy our life, even while believing for that promotion or relationship to show up!

Take time to reflect on your current circumstance. Are you content? Or are you striving? Are you looking for something to change so you can “be happy”? You haven’t arrived at the state of contentment yet. It is amazing how our faith is tied in with contentment. When we are “content” faith is much more easily released than when we are discontent. Grumbling, complaining and irritation block joy and faith. Gratitude, thankfulness and peace flow from a contented person. So what is your contentment level? My friends, do not be afraid to check it. If you realize you need to grow in this area, simply ask Him. Sitting in His Presence worshipping is a great way to start. Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a huge crowd of witnesses to the life of faith, let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily trips us up. And let us run with endurance the race God has set before us. We do this by keeping our eyes on Jesus, the champion who initiates and perfects our faith. Hebrews 12:1-3. NLT It comes down again, to keeping our focus on Him, not ourselves or our circumstances. Discontentment comes from giving in to the lust of the eyes, the lust of the flesh or the pride of life. Listening to lies about how we aren’t good enough, or why do they have this or that does not lead to contentment. It takes practice to keep our eyes focused on Him. If they drift away, repent and start again. It gets easier and easier with practice. We do not have to live lives with nagging thoughts plaguing us. That never was His plan.

Father, I ask you to teach us how to live in the state of contentment. Reveal areas of our soul where we struggle to find peace in Your will and Your way. Help us to trust Your plan in every area of our lives, In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Refuge

July 18, 2024 Martha RodmanLeave a comment

God is our refuge and strength, always ready to help in trouble. Psalm 46:1. NLT

This past February I got the joy of being invited to go to Disneyland with my daughter, Elizabeth and her family. Through God’s amazing and various provisions, the seven of us planned and anticipated this adventure. It just so happened that our planned Disney days took place during some of the heaviest rains Anaheim had experienced in years! The heavens opened and the streets literally became rivers. There are no “refunds for rainy days” at Disneyland. It is go or lose your money! The storms of life are like that too–there is no getting away from them.

The other day, I felt overwhelmed as I prayed for some of my friends and family situations. They face challenges for their families that break my heart. It caused a sort of “soul storm” in my emotions. I wanted to run away from those challenges, but in reality, I needed a refuge from them. A place of safety where I could sort through my emotions, rather than hiding from them. Have you ever experienced that? You want to run away. That is when we have a choice. We can either run to God, or run to our hobbies, food, alcohol, or other distractions. As I made the choice (this time!) to run to Him, not only did peace come, but so did faith. As I released this faith in prayer, I knew God not only had their problems but also them. I was able to intercede for them with greater faith.

The Hebrew word for “refuge” in this verse is machseh. It means a shelter, refuge, protection, or fortress. It also includes the idea of a hope and a place of trust; and the obvious: a shelter from storms. When we run to Him as a refuge, hope must come. Are you struggling with any storms or troubles in your life? Do you feel battered and bruised? God is waiting for you to go to Him. It is always available, but if we don’t access it, we won’t have it.

Sometimes, as I seek His refuge, I just sit in His Presence. I might turn on worship music or sit in silence, slowly focusing on Him, not the storms. Gradually, as I sit there I feel strengthened because He is not just a God who provides refuge, He is a God who wants to strengthen us to not just hide from our troubles, but learn how to face them victoriously.

After the sitting and “catching my breath” phase, I then begin to share with Him about the situation. It is not to give Him the information–for, of course He already knows it, but often as I share clarity comes. I begin to be able to sort out the difference between my feelings and the facts of the situation. Many times this is when the thread of solution begins to open up. Psalm 62:8 encourages us: Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before him; God is a refuge for us. We find David, in Psalm 142:2-3 declaring I pour out my complaints before him and tell him all my troubles. When I am overwhelmed, you alone know the way I should turn. He found it solace in sharing with the Lord all his thoughts–including his complaints. If you have never verbalized your thoughts and feelings out loud, try it. It may sound silly to say, but it makes a difference, especially hearing your own words and thoughts. Praying audibly is a valuable tool for your tool belt.

This is a reminder that we all can have access to His refuge. Don’t try to live through your storms without a shelter. Go to Him. Ask Him for His strength, insight and wisdom in dealing with every trouble you are facing. Jesus left us some encouraging and comforting but tough words to hear in John 16: Jesus asked, “Do you finally believe? But the time is coming–indeed it’s here now–when you will be scattered, each one going his own way, leaving me along. Yet I am not alone because the Father is with me. I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world. John 16:31-33. NLT. I think the sooner we learn how to abide in the shelter of the Almighty (Psalm 91:1) and not be surprised that we have many trials and sorrows, the sooner we receive His strength and help with those trials and sorrows.

When we abide in His refuge, He often reminds us to put on His armor, to cast our cares or to remember we can do all things through Christ who does in fact strengthen us! I have never lived in “tornado alley”, but I imagine those folks prepare, and prepare well, because they know storms are inevitable. We can learn to prepare for the troubles we face as well. Remember, you are not alone. He is with you. Are you prepared?

Father, thank you for your provision from our storms and trials. We can take heart that we can overcome the with Your strength and help. Teach us to turn quickly to you in our times of distress, instead of living outside the protection You have provided for us, In Jesus’ Name, amen.

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Faith and Freedom

July 5, 2024 Martha RodmanLeave a comment

I will walk in freedom, for I have devoted myself to your commandments. Psalm 119:45. NLT.

As we celebrate our nation’s freedom this week, it is always good to remember what it cost our founding fathers to form our nation. So many of the signers of the Declaration of Independence suffered for their actions. The British captured five of the signers, and tortured them before they died. Twelve had their homes ransacked and burned. Two lost their sons in the revolutionary army, another had two sons captured. Nine of the 56 fought and died from wounds or hardships of the revolutionary war. (www.michaelwsmith.com) It was personally costly for these brave men, and we are still reaping the benefits of their sacrifice today.

But, unfortunately, most of us don’t even think about that cost. Complaints, criticism and frustrations abound about how things are not right, but rarely do we hear people talking about the freedoms we have. Each of these freedoms came with a high price tag. The freedom of speech, the freedom of assembly and worship, the freedom of the press are all freedoms our founding fathers fought for. Because most of us have not lived in places where these freedoms are not experienced, we don’t comprehend how good we do have it. I think it is often the same with the freedom that was purchased by Christ. We are often forgetful about the actual price it cost Him for our freedom. Then we settle for living less than He intends.

There are so many ways we can get entangled. We move from grace to living under the law. We forget about cultivating the fruit of the Spirit, and settle for the works of the flesh. One way we can lose our freedom is living with unforgiveness. Our Life Group has been watching a video series by Bruce and Toni Hebel, called “Forgiving Forward”. This teaching really brings it home that God’s Word is quite adamant that we need to walk in forgiveness, no matter what. It is not an option. As I have waited on the Lord, it’s been surprising the things the Holy Spirit brings up that I need to take the time to forgive–things in the past that I thought were long buried and done with. But as I partner with Him, I find my heart freer and at an even greater peace. This is a reminder to keep your heart clear as the Holy Spirit leads. Do not fall for the lie or deception that it doesn’t make a difference, because it does. Read Matthew 18: 21-35. Let God’s Word touch your heart.

Jesus poured His life out for us. He endured so much to purchase our freedom, and for that I am so grateful. We can walk with Him with a free heart, and that is priceless. The freedom forgiveness brings to you and your relationships is priceless. Don’t justify it, just do it. Ask Him for His help, He is really good at helping people forgive!

Father, I am so grateful we have your forgiveness. Thank you we can walk in that freedom and help pass that on to others. Our ability to forgive comes from the fact we are already forgiven. Teach us how to forgive from our heart like you have asked us to. We trust you to heal our hurts, and release us into Your freedom, In Jesus Name, amen.